I AM BACK!!

I am back from Costa Rica!
It was a very very great trip! I learned a lot. Now I am doing my laundry and preparing myself for tomorrow. Luckily we have a day off today due to the Memorial day holiday. I can better prepare myself and clean up the apartment before I have to start working.
I took several hundreds of pictures there. Unfortunately, the pictures look good in the digital camera but not that good when it is in the computer. Well, what can I do? The screen of my digital camera is only 2.5". Anyway, I will update the trip with pictures soon..promise. Bear with me if the pictures are ugly.

Lalalala..

I feel better now. I called my little brother and talked to him for an hour. Haven't been talking to him for..quite a while actually. I didn't tell him my problems or anything. Well, just talking to someone you cared makes you feel better. He better go to bed now. I am tired too. Take a nap!

Oh by the way, my iPod works now. Weird. Guess I really have to start to do some good deeds. Ok..nap time..

Super Frustrated!! >_<

Do you ever feel like killing yourself sometimes?

I feel like it now.

Things have been going against my will. Life is disappointing me. Sucks, so badly. I am tired.

Just came back from Virginia. Going over to Chicago Friday early in the morning. Going to Costa Rica Sunday morning. Sounds fun, isn't it? No, it is not.

I thought that I wont be able to get the visa, that I don't have to go to Costa Rica, that I could start my research earlier, that I could vent out some of the stress by getting started with my research, that I wont be so stress out with all the Costa Rica things, that I wont have to try to get along with those kids, that I might be able to go to Paris with Rou, that I might be able to save some money, that I might get myself a new pair of glasses, that I......

Why would I even chose to go in the first place? At first, I really wanted to go. I thought that, hei, this would be fun. Then, we have this visa problem. Then, the girl who work with me for the same paper was so irresponsible and I was quite disappointed. And all the other girls who are going are so, young and "American". >_<>

What else happened?

I chopped my mane, and it is too short and too straight line at the end. I look like Iowan farm girl now. Anyway, it look nice from the front though. So, when you see me, look at me from the front, alright?

I broke my religion charm. It is such an easy task. Just put it in your pocket and stick it into the dryer. Stupid me! So so so....DUMB!

I am lucky. Cindy picked me up from the airport today, when I almost wanted to take the cab instead of asking around to see if anyone is free to pick me up. Lesson learned, I will drive myself and park my car in the airport from now onward. Quite upset when you know that nobody is free to pick you up. Anyhow, I am really lucky this time.

After all these depressing things happened, my iPod gave up on me. Isn't it lovely? Gave up on me few days before the warranty expired. Now, I have to leave for Costa Rica for two weeks, I can't figure a way to fix it before I go and before the warranty expired.

Now, I have to spend money again for the Costa Rica trip.

I believe in Karma, I have to start doing good deeds now.

瘋了

好吧！就連網都上不了。罷了！放棄！自於娛樂！
今天非常開心。以為已脫離了我已久的瘋狂又回到我身邊了。已經很久沒那麼開心了。啦啦啦啦啦…又開始唱著那些不搭調的歌曲了。我真的瘋了。太久沒那麼開心了吧！好不容易終於都挨完了這個學期，想著以後都不再有任何考試令我開心得快瘋掉了，或者，已經瘋掉了！啦啦啦啦啦啦啦….
雖然今天考得非常差，但與其用我僅遺的精力來哀悼那個考試，我選擇用它來慶祝我脫離考試苦海的歡樂。
我真的快瘋了。就連他都頂不住我。剛才，在沖茶喝等著水滾的時候，我還跳起舞來了呢！夠癲吧！樓下的人快要把我詛咒死了。不過，很遺憾地發現我已忘了怎麼跳芭蕾舞了。罷了！那就這樣吧再愛都曲終人散了那就分手吧…啦啦啦啦啦…(又瘋了)。
人生得意須盡歡， ……(下一句是甚麼？)
今朝有酒今朝醉，……(下一句又是甚麼？)
完了！我的中文！
剛才我還唱國歌給CL 聽呢！哈哈哈！我，真的瘋了！
一步一步向前走 慢慢走到校門口 看見老師行個禮 看見同學握握手…
來！大家！乾杯！
讓我們一起來！嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚…讓我們一起來！嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚…讓我們嗚嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚嗚嗚…梁婆婆！
(真的真的瘋了！CL，如果明天妳沒有看見我出現在妳門前，妳就好好保重，另想辦法去機場吧！)