夢中的愛情

zui jin, zai wo shen bian fa sheng le yi ge man, ling ren xin wei, ye xin dong de ai qing gu shi. liang ren, dou bu gu yi qie di, jue ding xie shou zou wan yu sheng. wo xiang, zhe, xu yao hen da de yong qi ba. fang xia suo you, he ni yi qi zhong lao...

ji de kan yi bu dian ying shi, nu zhu jue de fu qin shuo le zhe me yi ju hua, "mei ge nu ren, dou you ta meng xiang zhong de ai qing" wo hai man zhan tong zhe ju hua de. shi de, hen duo nu ren, dou you meng xiang zhong de hun li, qi shi, meng xiang zhong de ai qing cai shi jue ding yuan bu yuan yi tuo fu zhong sheng de zui hou na ke qi zi ba?

ni zhao dao le ni meng xiang zhong de ai qing le ma? ni you yong qi fang xia yi qie he dui fang zhong lao ma?

hun yin, qi shi cong lai dou mei you bao zhang de. ji shi zai yi qi hen jiu hou cai jie hun, ye ke neng hui nao li hun. you xie qing lu, cai ren shi le ji ge yue jiu jie hun de, fan er cheng le na ge yi sheng yi shi de. zui zhong yao de shi, na fen xin dong he ta suo neng gei ni dai lai de gan dong ba?

tu ran, you suo gan kai...

dong tian lai le...cai fa xian dao, wo hai mei zhun bei hao guo dong. hao leng na...

最近﹐生活好忙哦。玩太多了﹐是時候停下來歇一歇了。人﹐把生活排得滿滿地﹐是因為不能面對單獨時的那份寂寞嗎?我是真的把生活排得太滿了。好多通該打的電話﹐都拖了好久好久﹐還是﹐沒打。還好﹐把感恩節留給了朋友們﹐才沒讓我覺得愧對了那群死黨。希望能夠見完所有朋友吧。。雖然情況不太樂觀。

最近過得很好。為了工作﹐東奔西跑﹐卻也很開心。特別是去休士頓﹐不是去CC﹐更開心!

老闆戀愛了!為了愛情走天涯的那種心境﹐我只能給他一個服字。也許年紀大了點﹐會更懂得珍惜那份得來不易的愛情吧!年紀越大﹐就越看得開﹐就越能夠互相包容和遷就?還是只有真愛才能有這種效果?我也迷糊了。。緣份這東西﹐太奇妙了!

終於有機會打彩色球了!好期待哦!希望不會取消吧。。本小姐可是等了好多年才等到的哩。。這個星期不可以病!病了也照去!!回來就會左青右黑的了。。老闆恐怕會以為我被虐待了。。嘿嘿。。頭號嫌犯﹐看我怎麼陷害你。。

Bread!!

First time in my life, I made bread!!! So excited!!! I guess there is always a bright side to everything. My boss is piled up with work and thus, he had to let it go, which means, I got the chance to do all the lab test on my own!! Although it was my first time making bread, although I was only given instruction verbally, although no demonstration was given, I still succeeded!! I think my boss was surprise that I succeeded. Haha..Alright alright...It wasn't perfect. I laid the dough sidewayed and thus the bread was sidewayed after proofing and baking. Oh well, if I had made a perfect dough the first time, that would not be fun anymore.

Ok ok...now I am kinda addicted to making bread. It is actually quite fun. Well, I am those people who enjoy researching and playing with new things on my own anyway. Yeah, I am kinda weird that way. I hate people mumbling around me when I am trying to make new things. Opinion is good, too many opinions are distraction and nuisance. That's me.

Today, Whole Wheat Bread! Will see how it turns out...

Life is good...

Circumstances that turned against us forced dependence on God.

Circumstances that force dependence on God teaches us patience.

Circumstances that teaches us patience make us wise.

Something that I learned from BSF, something that I shared with my mgr today. Don't we all need patience? Don't we all wish that we can turn away when things are not panning out the way we wished? Don't we all hope that the person who is screaming and insulting us can just disappear in our life for good?

Human being are at their ugliest when they are at work. Why? Why say things that would hurt others? Why do things that would hurt others? Why dislike someone just because?

I admit that I am not perfect. I admit that I do make mistakes. I admit that sometimes I really do want to do one of those things...but, why? Ego, Pride, Anger and Frustration can easily lead to a man's destruction. We need to always caution ourselves.

Everything started to fall into places now, although the challenges are still there for us to conquer then command. Pray that my GC process will go smooth..

Life is good... =)

出去逛了一圈，心情還是不太好。

朋友生了個兒子，已六個月了。還記得，剛相識時，大家都還十幾二十歲，現在，都，成家立業了。人生就是這樣而已嗎？繁殖後代，制造更多破壞大自然的人纇嗎？樂觀的角度來看，就告訴自己，咦，可能以我那麼“聰明”的腦袋，可以生出個天才，然後來拯救這地球呢？白日夢發得太多了。。

人生似乎也不過如此而已。悶悶地。。
身邊的人都在忙著結婚，結婚，結婚。。哎，還是以前那堆朋友好玩些，單身，卻很快樂。算了，看來是時候回去 TI 了。就這星期一吧。

去沖杯咖啡解解頭腦里的結。。

=)

Finally, the project had came to an end, I hope. This might be the last time we are traveling to CC. (HOORAY!!!) Next project, Houston!

Work is getting busier and busier and much more complicated lately. It is still all good though, as I enjoy breezing through all the chaos and mess. My training plan is just getting started. There are so many courses to take, although some of them are probably useless for me but, it is much better than not being given the chance to excel. DR had put in 5k budget for each of us for career advancement. From the conversations, sounded like he planned to send me for leadership courses taught by outsider. 5k = 2 courses per year. Sigh...I am very much blessed to have this job.

Hopefully, tomorrow after getting back to SA, I can go home instead of staying at work. That would be so much more relaxing and I can get more stuff done at home as well.

Ego and Pride, are the 2 root causes of destruction.

好久沒有寫些什麼了。。被人罵了。嘻嘻。。我過得還好啦，還沒死。

今天有點悶悶地，睡了一個午覺的關係？明天又要出差了，很無聊啊！而且，剛剛才想起，我忘了租車！！上禮拜實在是太忙了，都是出差惹的禍。希望明天還能租到我要的車吧。。不然。。。
哎。。希望能快點把這份企划弄完吧，我真的不太想和老板倆個人單獨去出差了，感覺很恐怖，很壓力，很失去自由。這周末老板的女兒打電話來說要和我聊天。。真無奈，連周末都不能擺脫他的陰影。這就是我不太喜歡和工作上的人有來往的關係了，很沒有自由。

今早去了間蠻特別的地方吃早餐，還喝到了久違的好咖啡，令我想起了在教授家的那一段日子。好懷念那每天早上起來慢慢嘆咖啡，看報紙，不著邊際地聊天的日子。看著窗外的雪景，想想外面的冰冷，緊握手上冒著煙的好咖啡，就覺得，好幸福吶。。

有時，幸福可以就那麼簡單，是人把他想得太複雜了。要求得越多，就會去追求得更多，追求得越多，就會越去在意那得與失，也更容易就會因不滿而不快樂了。

過去是過去，卻不能把他當做不曾存在過。是要懂得怎麼放下，才能不讓過去影響現在的生活。要警惕自己，不可在意那些過去了。。要向前看！

祝，心愉。