Merry Christmas!!!

Went for a skiing trip at Sundown Mountain with KY last Saturday. It was a great experience. I have lots of fun and finally overcame my fear of skiing.
I have skied once few years ago and it was a terrible experience. Since then, I have avoided skiing and was not very excited about the skiing trip. I was reluctant to put on my ski gear and I didn't even bring my gloves, hat nor my scarves. I was wearing a pair of jeans. I know I am heading for a disaster without those. Luckily, KY got an extra pair of gloves and I used my hood as my hat. It was not a good idea cause my hair kept falling into my face and blocking my view but, what else can I do?
That's me with my ski gear before putting them on and heading for the disaster.
We paid $50 bucks for renting the ski equipments, an 1 1/2 hour ski lesson, and bunny area ski lift. It was pretty cheap compared to the first one I went. The ski lesson starts at 3pm. We have an hour of free time before the ski lesson and we decided to try it out ourselves.
I was scare at first when I put on my ski gear. I was planning to stand there till I gave up but the man made snow was not as soft and fluffy and it was not as slippery as the real snow. So, I gave it a try. Everything went smoooothly. I was quite happy about that.
We attended the ski lesson at 3pm. The instructor taught us how to stop, how to turn and how to slow down. He also showed us how to get on the lift and get off the lift (Yes, I am THAT bad).
That's me and the instructor, Tim on the "Magic Carpet".
That's me trying to get off from the lift and try not to fall.
KY ski down the slope nicely.
After all the training, we headed down the easiest slope. I was soooo goood that I...fell face down. One of my ski flew off my feet, hit my head and fell in front of me. I was confused when I get up and saw the ski in front of me. I thought that I broke my leg and that's why the ski is in front of me. Well, luckily that wasn't the case. I left a 2 inches bruise on my leg and a small bruise on my arm. I am not quite sure how they got there.
After the ski lesson, we went for some fries and hot chocolate. I was freezing my butt off!! FOR REAL. I can feel my butt cheek....ICE COLD. My jacket was obviously not warm enough either. It was windy that day. I was FREEZING.
After the break, we ski for a couple of times and then we headed home.
It was a great experience and it definitely changed my mind about ME skiing. Hope that I can do it again some other time before the winter is over. This might be my last winter. Who knows?

Oh, before I forget,
~MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE~
Hope all your wishes come true and please believe that Santa does exist. =P Got a great binocular as my Christmas gift this year. Thank you very much..Cheryll. Will put it to good use very soon, I hope. Got a TV as my Christmas gift from the company. Life is kinda good now.
Miss you all sooo much.

保重

終於的終於，說再見的時刻還是來臨了。五年多了，這次的分離，真的好難受，好像和情人分手一樣，令人窒息的難受。我們一起走過了那麼多風風雨雨，起起落落，妳的離開，令我措手不及，不知所措。也許我一直都在逃避著我們將要分開的事實，所以才會更難過，更不知所措吧。想著未來的日子，感覺好陌生，好害怕。習慣了和妳分享一切，和妳一起笑，和妳一起鬧，和妳一起消磨無聊的時光，和妳砌磋對策，和妳斗嘴，和妳冷戰，和妳吵架，和妳聊心事，被妳罵，被妳批評，還有許多，許多。。。少了妳，真的不知道該怎麼辦。。。雖然我倆的性格非常極端，時常為了芝麻小事爭執不休，但當大難臨頭的時候，我知道，妳將會在我身邊陪著我走過這一切。

這幾年，我倆就像對好姐妹般，有妳的地方，或有我的地方，都很難會少了另一個。這一幅畫面，將不會再重現了吧！妳走後，感覺到，連呼吸的空氣也是孤獨的。好難過。

寫著，寫著，眼淚又不小心地滑落了。很不幸地，前天、昨天和今天，在別人面前哭得一塌糊塗。在開著車回來的路上，腦海中不停地回想著這幾年來我們相處的時光，眼淚又不受控制地流了下來。已經忘了上一次是什麼時候，情緒曾經那麼失控過。我從來都不是在別人面前流淚的人，這一次，就這一次，覺得好失敗。回到家，想起妳來這兒陪我的那段時光，好難過。

人生的旅程中，這些悲歡離合，我已經經曆了無數次，但還是不能習慣，不能無動於衷，更何況是陪我一起成長的妳的離別。原來，我沒有我想像中的那麼堅強。好失敗。我不知道Nat 和 Js 的離開，會再次對我留下來的決定造成多大的打擊，唯有希望，我能學會更堅強地去面對。

幾乎所有真心的朋友，都要離開了。Ｋ也要離開了。我真的不知道我該怎麼辦。值得我留戀的，已經不多了。是時候離開了，對嗎？要去哪兒呢？