秋夜的感觸

在冰冷的秋夜, 獨自感受著一杯熱騰騰的奶茶, 透過手心傳來的辛福, 享受著那片刻的平淡和寧靜. 人生, 應該就那麼簡單. 辛福, 也就那麼簡單, 是人類的貪念把它复雜化而已.
找個夜晚, 獨自坐下來, 想想你這一生最想要的是甚麼, 甚麼東西最能滿足你精神上的需求, 別去在乎別人的想法, 別考虙物質上的需求, 就自私點, 把自己放在前方, 想一想, 你想要的是甚麼? 我們, 就只活那麼一次, 好好地珍惜吧!

最近, 雖然很多事情都不太順利, 但, 我卻過得很開心. 我是不是瘋了? 平時, 當事情不順的時候, 我都會很沮喪, 很難過, 很煩, 很燥, 但, 最近, 卻一反常態, 為它們煩了一會兒, 便不再為它們而煩. 下班後, 就甚麼都不去想, 開開心心地過著日子. 哎, 不知是好還是不好呢? 這樣下去, 恐怕下學期都畢不了業. 該努力點了! 加油! 努力 = 為它們而煩嗎? 希望不是如此吧!

明天, 就是我們提前慶祝的萬聖節節慶了. 今年, 我決定扮成學生. 別擔心, 我不會扮成妖艷的那一種, 我會選擇可愛的那一種. 妖艷的那一種, 太恐怖了吧! 我怕別人看見了都會嚇死, 還是不要危害社會和別人的生命. 造一造福, 積點德, 好讓下輩子好過點.

幫我禱告吧, 祈禱我的實驗可以進行得順利點, 不然, 唉, 甚麼時侯才能畢業呢?

First step toward losing weight and preventing colon cancer --> eat overnight curry without heating it up.
What a terrible day! Wasn't able to eat anything till now. Sigh...guess that's the punishment for not doing what you are supposed to do. Hopefully..it will get better tomorrow.

老鼠不再愛大米

<老鼠不再愛大米>
歌手 : 陳藝鵬

你离开之后 我要自己走
放开手不回头 窗外的云不停留

雨季快来到 梦被吹着走
我的爱你不懂 爱情就象个黑洞

痛过之后要学会照顾自己
过去的忘记了 不再为你费心机

昏暗的路灯显得很孤寂
不要紧没关系 我要好好活下去

该忘记的忘记都当成回忆
说好了不哭泣 滑落泪水慢慢滴

有那么一天我已经失忆
就象老鼠忘了自己 曾经爱大米

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天啊！怎麼那麼巧？連我也不敢相信！！
弟弟剛問我有聽過這首歌嗎，所以，我就去下載來聽。還不錯。
經常來我的布落格的人，也許都知道我為何說那麼巧了吧？！邊聽著這首歌，我的嘴角，不自禁地微笑了起來，真的，怎麼那麼巧？
也許，有人在偷偷地仰慕我而為我寫這首歌呢！嘿嘿嘿。。。如果是的話，改一改歌詞吧！哪有淚水啊？哈哈哈。。。聽著這首歌，我無法阻止我的嘴角往上揚。哈！雨過，天也晴了。我，看見了彩虹。

趁 此機會，我想好好感謝一路陪著我的家人和朋友們。沒有了你們，這段日子，恐怕我已熬不過來了。我想，我不需要把你們的名字都寫出來，你們都知道我說的是你 們了吧！謝謝你們為我所做的一切或想為我做的一切，我會永遠銘記在心！大家！能夠認識你們，能夠成為你們的朋友/家人，是我前生修來的福，我會好好珍惜 的！希望我前世修的福份，足以讓我和你們成為一生的朋友。待小妹找到了工之後，請你們吃一餐好的吧！(雖然，我明白這一餐怎麼都比不上你們所為我做的一 切)

English:
I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of my family and friends who have always be with me and stand by me during this period of time. Without you guys, I can't imagine how I could survive through this hard time. Thanks..a lot! I really appreciated what you guys have done for me or offered to do for me, I will always remember that! Being able to know you guys, is one of the best things that ever happened in my life. I will always treasure the friendship and love we shared. Friends...FOREVER! I promise that whenever I got a real job, I will buy you guys a great dinner! :)

**不明白的人，去看看四月三日的那一篇稿吧！

Hello..my friend

Surprise!! Surprise!!
I got a surprise email today. Well, actually, not today. He sent me that email at the 18th of Oct and I haven't checked my lycos mail for more than a month and that's why I haven't seen it. Hehehe..what so surprise about this email? I lost touch with this friend few months after I came here and I was actually thinking about him few days ago while I was telling my mum that I wanted to visit Sabah or Sarawak when I go home this winter. And now, he sent me an email with his cell phone number in it and..I guess, I could call him now. Hehehehe...
Well, clue you in, he is one of those guys who makes your heart beat goes fast, your tongue tangle and you started smiling without noticing that you are doing it when you see him.
What a good news after a long day of talking to those industry people and faking all the smiles and laugh. Job hunting...not fun!

Random diary

Homecoming weekend! Yeah...but, I did nothing. Didn't go to watch the football game, thought that we are gonna lose. Damn, man! Should've gone there. We won our first Big 12 game. Hmm..got sales in UBS this Monday then.
Went down to Welch Ave yesterday night. It was crowded and very happening. Some of the ISU band people brought their instrument and was playing on the street. It was so much fun to watch. There are also two Hummer limo driving around Welch Ave. Those people..wasting gas. We sat there and ate our Gyros. We were actually planning to go to Club-e but ended up watching Erin Borkovich at home. Too tired. Anyway, CL made a super strong Irish coffee for Nat and me, hmm..that's more than enough for a night. It was a long day. I woke up at 6.30am, and went to bed at 5.00am. Hehehe...Haven't done that for a long long time..
Woke up at 11am this morning. So tired. Went back to work again. So much to do, so little time, but still so lazy. No cure for me. Need a kick in my ass to kick away all those lazy worms.
At night, went to watch North Country with CL and Nat. It was a great movie. Some part of the movie is very touching, I cried a lot. Remember to bring some tissue if you are planning to watch that movie. Those men in the movie are very disgusting. I am glad that I was not born at that time.
I figure I should blog once in a while in case my friend started wondering where I have been. Now, I think, I should really go to bed. No more 5am sleeping..hehe...
Thesis..thesis...hope I can dream out a thesis..
Getting a laptop soon...hopefully..that will speed up my thesis writing.
Nite..everyone.

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday, D! Aging with grace...aging with grace.. :) Hope you have a wonderful birthday!

Fall Festival in Deal's Orchard

CL, KY and I went to a Fall Festival in Deal's Orchard yesterday. The weather was really nice and it makes me feel like I am in heaven. The serenity..hehehehe..KY wanted to puke when I used that word to describe it.
The festival was not very big. They have some tent selling kettle corn, caramel apple and some other food. Then they have a small petting zoo, hay ride, straw maze, rope making, pony ride and pumpkin ring throwing. Those games are mostly targeted for kids. They pony ride, the weight that they allow is below 80lbs, I am way way way over, so, no pony ride for me.

Here are some pictures from the festival.

The pumpkin field. Lotta pumpkinssss...
KY, Me and CL on a ......(I really have no idea what that carriage call).
We conquer the straw maze...
Then..we picked all those pumpkins...Hiew...what a great workout!
Oooppsss...I thought I saw EY there...my bad.

**Sorry for the late posting. I was too lazy to edit the pictures.

Interview

I went for an interview with Blue Bunny today. Hmm...it was a very tough one. Got me thinking.
They asked me a lot of questions and I really don't have answers for them. It wasn't any technical question, it was more like personality questions. They also asked me a lot of questions about why I wanted to do this, why I did that, why I chose this etc etc... Those questions were like bringing me down to my memory lane and forced me to face the decisions that I made and also think about why I did it.
After the interview, thinking about all those questions and answers, I felt really old. I felt like I have been by myself in this foreign country for a long long time. They asked me things from why I chose here and this major to what is my future plan and what I wanted to be remember as after I retired. It brought me all the way back from the day I graduated from high school to what I want right now. It really got me thinking.
What I want right now? A job.

I Am Lucky!

For some reason, I felt really lucky. I am the luckiest gal in this world! Yohooo!!!
God took him away from me is for my own good. He is not good enough for me anyway. How lucky I am that he broke up with me?! That way, I wont be the one who regret for making that decision. Besides, god help me to see who he really is and I deserve someone better. Am I lucky or what? :)
Life is getting better..and better..

This is a quote Marco gave me, which I really like it. I am gonna share it with all my friends:
"不要為作惡的心懷不平，也不要嫉妒惡人；因為，惡人終不得善報；惡人的燈也必熄滅。"(舊約聖經--箴言24:19-20)

Anyway, Happy Birthday, Erik! Even though you don't like your birthday, for some reason we don't know, but, still, Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday!!

Happy B'day, Jacy!
Hope you have a wonderful birthday and also a wonderful year. :)

Chee

Home Sweet Home

I bought my ticket. I am going home, for sure. I am going home. I am so happy. Gonna go to bed now..sleeping time.
I AM GOING HOME!!!!