Thursday, March 31

妳 !

本來不是很想寫這些負面的事情的,但,還是非常地不憤氣。
無端端被人責怪,又不關我的事,王八蛋!
妳自己選錯了實驗品,卻怪在我頭上,當我好欺侮嗎?豈有此理!我為甚麼要對妳的決定負責呀?
妳怪一次就算了,朋友一場,我不和妳計較。看在妳因為做實驗做得煩燥的份上,我讓妳怪了第二次。好,我忍,就像平時妳無理取鬧亂責怪我時一樣,我忍,也盡量不把它放在心上。妳卻得寸進尺,還說甚麼我拿了所有好的,害得妳得選那些不好做的實驗品,又說甚麼以後我去妳們的實驗室時,妳甚麼都不要幫我,孤立我之類的話。嘿!妳甚麼時候幫過我了?捫心自問,妳甚麼時候幫過我了?王八蛋!平時上實驗課時,妳和妳的組員都搶先用了那些儀器,或搶先拿了那些容易的東西,我甚麼時候責怪過妳了?我有怪過妳害我那麼遲才做完實驗嗎?沒有!因為我知道那不是妳的錯!況且,妳也知道這一堂課是誰先到就誰先得,沒有甚麼道理可說的。再加上當我選的時候,妳也在場,又不是我先跑上去搶了所有東西,妳更沒有道理怪我!如果妳說,我應該和妳交換,換做是妳在我的立場來說,妳會這樣做嗎?我不覺得妳會!而且,我還有一個組員,不是說我想做甚麼就可以做甚麼的!妳已經 26或 27歲了!還是一個孩子的媽,妳難道就不懂甚麼叫做檢討嗎?妳就不懂得甚麼叫做講道理嗎?就連我回我的實驗室拿了一件實驗袍,沒有拿給妳,妳也要把它化成大事!
CL曾說我對妳不夠大方,好,我試著改變,儘量讓妳,不和妳計較。我們也平安無事地相處了這段日子。但,人的忍奈是有限度的,也不是讓妳拿來濫用的。如果今天不是教授在旁,我肯定會和妳理論。是的,是理論,因為我還在乎妳這個朋友,所以是理論。不然的話,妳肯定會成為另一個被我砲轟的對象。
不吐,真是不快! 現在,爽快多了!
好吧!算了!不想和妳計較。

Wednesday, March 30

Joke of the day

The weather was so nice this morning and I was soundly asleep. Suddenly, "Ring..Ring.." Someone called me early in the morning(well, I am too lazy and usually wake up later than 9am)! I pick up my phone and look at the screen, it was BL*. So, I answered the phone.
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Me: "Yeah?"
BL: "Hei, did you know CyRide's (the bus service provided by our university) phone number?"
Me: "What!? Why!?" (Dude, it is 9am!)
BL(embarrassed) : "I, err..left my backpack in the bus and I didn't notice it till I am in the Food Science Building. I need their phone number to get my backpack back."
Me(jaw dropped) : "What??!! How could that be possible??!!"
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Apparently, she walked down the bus with her lunch in her hand, and the backpack...in the bus. With her purse and passport in it! I couldn't help but laughing at her. We can see how hungry she is. :P
She got her backpack back at last. With more unfortunate events happened in between. Today is definitely not her day.
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*Name had been changed to protect her. BL = Blurry. ;)

Wednesday, March 23

What Happened In Philadelphia??

What happened in Philadelphia? Visit here
My advice: Don't ever go to travel with two men. Especially two crazy men with their own website. Hahaha...

Tuesday, March 22

Spring Break, Before and After

How was my Spring Break? Uh..what a great question.
Well, I got sick the day before spring break started, so, that's pretty much it! Gum infection, lymph node swelling, fever and, I was on antibiotic for that freaking 10 daysss!! Well, that doesn't stop me from drinking nice wine though. ;)
I went to visit him in Virginia and we went to Philadelphia again with SuSu this time. It was a fun trip. I learned some wonderful facts about chewing your food though. Try to chew your food with only one side of your mouth. A tasty food wouldn't taste as good as you expected. I got this gum infection that I can only chew my food with the left side of my mouth (cause my right side was swelling and hurt like hell!). I usually used the right side. It took me a while to finish my food and I just got sick of chewing it and lose my appetite after a while. What a good way to lose weight! Anyway, it doesn't really stop me from eating junk food..hehe.. Junk food usually come in smaller portion compare to real dinner, or you can choose to eat a bit at a time, since temperature was never the problem. :P
Anyway, now I am back in Ames. Yesterday, I took that exam I missed before spring break. It is quite tough, considered that I didn't put much effort into it over the spring break. Some of the question I think I should be able to answer it if, just if, I have studied more. Whatever! Life goes on.
Speaking of whatever, I got a T-shirt read "Whatever" from FCUK (http://www.fcuk.com). Dear readers, is FCUK, ok? Not FUCK. When I saw that shirt, I think it goes well with Mei. Hehe..who always said Whatever. I wanted to get the one that read FCUK cause I know it is gonna confused a lot of people but they are not available in my size. They have a lot of cool shirts that read "Too Busy to FCUK" or "The best FCUK". Hehehe..You can check it out by going to ebay and type in FCUK. SuSu told me that this brand is quite popular back in Malaysia, a pair of jeans can sell up to RM 400++ back there. Wow! Wonder who is going to buy it? Rich kids.
Ok, go back to the topic. Now, I am back from spring break and thought that I finsihed up my antibiotic yesterday that I will be healthy like a bull. However, I think someone is voodooing me. I got red eyes this morning! Crap! Apparently, the lack of sleep yesterday had caused me to rub my eyes too much and I have rubbed some bacteria into my eyes. Good. Life is just too perfect isn't it?
I think I am getting a cold now. Runny nose, headache. Jeez...I have an assignment due this week, an exam next week, another report due next week and 2 presentations next week! What a wonderful world!
Life moves on. In sickness or health, I still have to finish all these things.
He is getting sick too. Seems like we both are allergy to each other. Hanging around too much with each other will bring up our allerginess. Hahaha.. Hope he get well soon.

Thursday, March 17

发牢骚

天啊!星期四了!我还在干嘛!这个假期太不好玩了!无端端假期前就病倒了, 结果,考试都没去,开学后又得补考。太不好玩了!考得怎么差我也不介意,但,败就败在我连考都没有考!现在还得在假期时为考试而担心,早知如此,当初就撑着去考算了。唉!好无奈。。
一个星期的假期就快过完了。天啊!时间可不可以倒流?重来!重来!我这几天都在干嘛?发呆,看戏,吃,喝,玩,乐!我完蛋了!
不想回去。太多东西等着我去做。考试,报告,研究,研究报告。。。烦死人了!现在多逍遥啊!对着电脑,上网读些无聊的小说,听听马来西亚的 988 (http://988.com.my) 电台(光良主持哦!),八卦一下别人的网站,不停地吃,还可以吃榴莲(冰冻的,不太好吃)。。多写意的生活啊!人不用长大有多好呢!
那天在费城时看了美国版的 “咒怨”, 恐怖死了!还好我回去时,媚会暂时住在我家,不然的话,我恐怕又要开灯睡觉了吧!
重游费城是因为奶兄来玩,他想到费城去看看。费城是一个非常古老的城市,非常地有文化特色。很可惜由于时间有限,他没有机会去参观费城的画廊。不过,我想,唐人街一游对奶兄和他来说,已经是一个很大的收获了吧!买了那么多东西。而我呢,买了几本小说和一幅竹帘,上面写着 “光明磊落”。久违了,光明磊落。看着这幅竹帘,我总会想起老爸的劝告。是的,做人要光明磊落。
无聊,无聊,无聊!不想读书啦!太多东西需要背,好懒!脑海里老是回忆着我刚读完的小说,为什么又是悲剧呢?韩国小说或戏老是这样子的!讨厌!老是病死,不然就意外而死!怎么那么多人死啊!怎么主角总是遇上会早死的人!讨厌讨厌!

Saturday, March 5

I have to!!

No Backup! No Backup!! NO BACKUP!!
I have to stop finding backup now. I have to grow up now. I have to start to plan my life now. I have to think about my future now. I have to be mature now. I have to act mature now. I have to finish my research now. I have to finish up my thesis now. I have to think about my income now. I have to stop spending money now. I have to stop buying useless stuff now. I have to start saving money now. I have to learn to be independent now. I have to stop depending on others now. I have to start socialize with people I don't like now. I have to start to be kind to weirdos now. I have to conquer the feeling of hatred in my heart now. I have to overcome the feeling of dislike now. I have to start to talk to those cunning people now. I have to build up my guard now. I have to protect myself now. I have to stop trusting people now. I have to go to sleep now. nite..
What a grumpy day.