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蛟龍？池中物？

蛟龍終非池中物。
我是蛟龍嗎？還是池中物？
這是一個選擇題嗎？還是一個一直以來已有了答案的問題而已？
如果我注定了不是池中物，得到了雲雨，是否真的會變成蛟龍？
如果我是蛟龍，但卻得不到雲雨，是否永遠只會是一只池中物？
是命運？還是選擇？

偶而地感歎。。

有些時候，有些朋友，就像小孩一樣。唯有以對待小孩的心態來對待他們，才不會那麼容易起沖突。包容和忍讓，是必然的。但這些包容和忍讓，卻不是常常應用的，只有我真心想交的朋友，我才會表現和發揮這份耐性。

三 位結了好幾十年婚的女性朋友，在一次閒聊中，一致地認同說，愛情，到了最後，最重要的只是忠貞。所有的激情和浪漫，到了最後，都已不怎麼重要了。她們說， 婚姻之所以會長久，是在於大家一起經歷過的人與事，和當中的互相扶持與鼓勵。當初，是那份愛與浪漫讓她們步入婚姻，但，是之後所經歷的一切，維持了那段婚 姻。其中兩位朋友都認為她們太早步入了婚姻，也都一致地認為她們本身也很幸運，嫁給了對的人。每個給我的忠告是：好好地享受我的人生，盡力和盡量地去實現 我的夢想，好好和小心地選擇終生伴侶，別讓社會的壓力改變我的人生。

真的，還不想回國。每次回去，都很不想回來。但，上一次回去，卻沒有 那麼強烈的不想回來的念頭了。開始習慣了這里的一切了吧。回去，反而覺得不適應，也不習慣。況且，好多老朋友，都個自有了屬於自己的生活，回去後，反而覺 得我不屬於那兒。很難融入。有人曾說，與其在一個熟悉的地方，和熟悉的人在一起仍然感受寂寞，不如到一個陌生沒人認識的地方，自己感受那一份寂寞，感覺還 不會那麼吊詭。習慣了寂寞和一個人，我會更不想離開吧。Volo 說得對，如果我再多待幾年，也許永遠都不會想回了。
該怎辦？

室友就要回來了，真鬱悶。還是好享受一個人住的日子。希望她別把她丈夫也帶回來吧！

24th..

My 24th B'day...how did it go?

The night before, KY lost her "virginity"to me!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!! Aiyo, what were you thinking? She lost her "virginity" in baking cake to me-lah!! This is her first cake. Very successfull, gal!! Way to go!

Poor Marco, the cake carrier. See, how badly they were trying to remind me how old I am.

Cutting the ice-cream cake from KY!!! Very very tasty indeed. Good job, gal!! Thanks for making me "THE" ice-cream cake.

The next day, Cheryll brought a cake for me. People from the department celebrated with me, again! I felt so spoiled..

Very tasty. Marbel cake from Dutch Oven bakery. Haven't have my name written on a cake since...don't know when.

Thanks to everyone..My boss put the candles on. Remind me again, I am 24, or 42 some said. No good pictures were taken cause those pictures were took with my cellphone.

The evening, was the so-called Hickory Park dinner. CL, too bad, I really know you too well. Too hard for you to surprise me now. I am just playing dumb to not waste the efforts you guys put into. Hehehe..

BIG BIG BIG THANKS to all my friends. Sorry to have you guys went through so much troubles. Next time, I will just invite everyone so that you guys don't have to do all the preparations and hidings. It is a great birthday, I would say. Never expected such a great and wonderful celebration. Everything was very perfect, except for the stupid act of mine.
Thanks again, everyone. For showing up, for helping out, for tolerating me, for forgiveness, for acceptance, for EVERYTHING.

That's the water-gun that causes my stupid acts..
To those who called or greeted me from far far away in any ways, thanks for remembering.
I love you guys..

Fell from rollerblading. Elbow was bleeding, butt was swollen, gonna turn black-green tomorrow. Next time, will wear the elbow protection too. Haven't fall for a long time. Haven't had this kind of bleeding experience for quite some time.

I need to master the skill of "THINK, before you ACT". Did some very outrageous thing today. Still felt really bad about it. There were no excuses for my act. Very very sorry, CL and Js. Still love you guys, hope you guys still love me despite of my outrageous act and words today. I understand that kept saying sorry is not going to help, trying to change and not doing it again is a better solution. That's my goal this year.

Have A Good Laugh..

We were so bored today and started playing around with CL's new computer. The new MacBook has iSight with it. These are the pictures that we took with her computer. We were having so much fun playing with it and took some really weird and funny pictures.
Here are some to share with you guys. Enjoy and have a good laugh!

The alien effect. Hehehehe... Am I pretty or what?

Me, and myself. We are good buddies. :P

I love myself...just waaayyyy too much!!

The ring....SHE IS BACK!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ring Ring!! Don't answer your phone...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
But please do answer mine when I call you.

Me....The most normal picture.