再回首

很久很久以前在阿姨家聽著表哥的卡帶學會的一首歌。1989年的歌，當時我才七歲。快二十年啦！今天不懂為什麼，就亨起了這首歌。還好有 youtube。^-^

再回首。二十年後，我們再回首，很多現在捉得緊緊的傷痛，可能連瘡疤也被時間磨滅了。人生短短幾十載，好好地過，開開心心地過！

加油加油！

開車從總公司回來的路上，左邊車道上有輛學生巴士，里邊載滿了六七歲的小孩，跑上跑下地玩樂。有個小孩見到我望著他們，就對我嘻嘻地笑。看著他天真的笑臉，我也不由地發自內心地笑了起來。天真的小孩，真可愛。曾幾何時，我們也是這樣天真，呆呆地，對陌生人笑過。心里難免有點感歎。

嗯，要為逝去的天真干杯！要為得到的智慧而感恩！要為拒絕長大的人﹣﹣默哀。

今天工作還蠻忙碌的，所以有了點為社會供獻的感覺，才沒覺得自己白拿薪水。。嘻。。還蠻開心的。在開會時，還和那幫公司打工的年份和我年鈴一樣的阿伯打了點網球。。結果被他們說我越來越像我老板了 +_+ （是贊美嗎？要低調。。）在BSF，也學到了些道理，人生好充實啊！感謝主！

明天會更好！未來，因為是個未知數，所以才會有活下去的期盼和追求的動力。你，對你的未來有憧憬？^-^

大小事，一團糟

好想出去走走。好想去流浪流浪。

好無聊，每天上班都好無聊。每天裝忙更無聊。好想和老板說，不如我 WFH 好吧？那，我可以邊流浪，邊上班，搖搖恍恍，又是一天。

為什麼有些人每天都好像有好多事情煩著一樣？而我卻好像。。無聊無聊嘀。。。

好想去湖或海邊坐著發呆。就沉默地坐著。嗯，妳什麼時候再回來陪我做這些傻事呢？噢，忘了妳快要嫁人了，不再是我們的世界了。

最近開車都很愛把窗打開，享受著風把我那半長短的頭髮吹亂的感覺，很希望它也能把我腦里的一些事吹掉，抹去，一干二淨。

長髮飄飄，短髮俏俏，半長短呢？半天吊。

戀上了阿桑的葉子。

難得糊塗

突然記起曾經會取個 “Hehehaha”這種代號的我，嗯。。去哪兒了？

職場如戰場，要學會笑看風雲。

記得小的時候，曾經看過這﹣“難得糊塗”的聯。當時不太明白為何人會那麼笨，要糊塗呢？現在漸漸明白了。有時候吶，把事情看得太明白，就會很容易不開心，也會不小心變得太執著，那，又何必呢？盡力就好。是消極的態度嗎？也許，不過，開心就好！

“聰明難，糊塗難，由聰明而轉入糊塗更難。放一著，退一步，當下心安，非圖後來福報也。” ﹣﹣鄭板橋。

有時我會想，上一代的人，看著我們這一代的人為些事情煩惱，他們是否在暗中搖頭嘆气呢？

愿，心安。=)

Overflow - Cry On My Shoulder

My all time favorite song.

I felt pretty down today and was quite lost as to what to do. I was trying to think of any worship song that could help me feel better. Out of nowhere, this song pops into my head. I went on youtube (luckily my company hasn't blocked it yet) and searched for the song. I remembered that when the song first came out, you could rarely find it in youtube. Now, I found a few video clips for this song. I find that this one is one of the best.

Thanks to RT and Gmail, I found this song in my gmail that he had sent me almost 2 years ago. I played this song over and over again, although it makes my eyes wet a bit, but, I finally felt better. RT, can't believe a random song you sent me years ago made such an impact, huh?

This song had got me through many down times. I remembered playing them loudly in the lab while I was on my previous job. It gave me hope and healed me in some way and make me stronger. I guess it is the fact of knowing that He loves me. =)

I sure hope it could do the same to you...

May God bless you...

He's Just Not That Into You

Finally, the movie came out!

Finally, got someone and some time to go and watch it!

Although the movie is good, it is not as lesson learning as reading the book. The book is much better if you truly want to learn something. The movie is more "humane" so to speak. Yet, I do give credit to the script writer for being able to cramp all those point into the moive. It is a movie worth watching. =)

My 1st Easter Basket

My first Easter Basket, received on Monday 5a.m. KM surprised me by placing the basket in my car the night before. He went out the night before to buy me some medicine for my sore throat. I waited for a looong time and he hasn't returned. I started to worry as there are news about robbery in Houston and all those negative stuff. I gave him a call and he said he is on his way back. Didn't think much, of course, as I was so tired and ready to sleep.

The next morning, as I get into the car, Hehe...there is the Easter Basket I was jokingly asking him for while we were shopping for grocery the day before.

As you can see, half of the candy are gone. Here is part of the culprit:

My coworker. I took his picture while he was chewing the candy. Hehe...Everyone loves it since they are the Good chocolate --> Dove & Kisses

Unfortunately, with my sore throat, I can't really eat any. >_<

I took out the bunny after I took the picture yesterday. I don't think I would be happy if the 2nd surprise accidentally walks away with someone. =)

While driving back, I looked down at my gas tank...It's full. Thanks, my dear...for everything. =)