抓狂了!!!!

我快要瘋了啦!!!!很想死呀!!!!
已經連續地趕了, 還是好像永遠都做不完似的!!! 昨晚都忙到凌晨五點了, 還是趕不完, 快要被逼瘋了啦!!! 還要我回實驗室做一些實驗加入我的論文, 星期四就得趕好的論文, 好想死啊!!!!!!!
這就是放縱自己大玩了一個週末的後果!!!
啊!!!!!! 難怪人家都說, 研究生大都沒有屬於自己的生活, 每天都只能與實驗室為仵!!
#$$#^%&J^&(&*%#@%$#^%*&)(*)@$##@%!@#$

Ignorant

B and I was talking about Geisha that day while we were walking back from Largomarcino coffee house. Then, we went into the topic about the money Sayuri got from selling her first night. B thought that Yen is the currency for China, so, I was trying to explain to B about Yen and Renminbi. Then, a girl walked up from behind. She turned back, laughing and said that, "Isn't it funny about all these international things? They are all Asia" Then she giggled, and walked away. Well, just so you know, ignorant dumbass, you are laughing at yourself. We are not laughing with you.

A peacemaker like me, of course, wouldn't stop her and argue with her. No point to do that indeed. You want to be an ignorant like the rest of the Americans, go ahead. Be my guest. Most of you guys are "Katak Di Bawah Temperung" to me anyway.

Maybe, I should have stopped her and tell her, "How do you like it if I call you a German Nazi? You are all Caucasian anyway, rite? Dumbass!" Or maybe I should just tell her, "How do you like it if I pay you in Colones (Costa Rica currency) instead of dollar?" Hmm...it would be interesting to look at her facial expression after that...

Peace out.

Ought To Be..

I finished watching Mai HiME yesterday with KY. Yeah yeah yeah..I know, I know..I should write my thesis instead of watching anime. Anyway, that's not the main point here.

The anime was not bad. The ideas are very intesresting even though at the end, they didn't explain a lot of things. You have to use your imagination to explain why those things happened. I think what the creator was trying to express through the anime is that, we have so many things in our life that at times, we don't even know what is the thing that we value the most. Many people and things around us, we always thought that it is suppose to be like that and it ought to be like that, but most of the time, it is not.
You always thought that your friends, your family and people that you love are ought to be there for you. You see them everyday, you talk to them everyday, you do things with them everyday, you get used to having them around and you forget that they are the most valuable things to you. Sooner or later, you forget that you need to treasure them. You take them for granted. Till one day, they passed away, or you lose them, then only you realized that a lot of things and people, are not ought to be there. You have to learn to treasure them while you still have them.

沒有一件事，或一個人的存在，是理所當然的。

Anyway..I might have read too much into an anime. It is just an anime. Get back to my thesis.

Oh..btw..
Happy Birthday to KY!!! 21 years old loh...Be a good gal.

Lesson learned..

Too Full!! TOO FULL!!! Little Taipei..followed with a cup of banana pie blizzard..Urgh..It's been hours...and I am still very very FULL!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!! No more DQ..

謝謝你們！

把演講這個難題解決了。接下來，就只剩下論文和答辯。儘量把它在下星期前趕完吧！教授們，似乎很喜歡我的演講。每個人都告訴我，我做得不錯。我認為呢。。 還好吧！這一次，真的沒那麼緊張了。有改進了。很謝謝那些給予我祝福和支持的朋友，更謝謝那些到場來聽我演講的朋友。這些年，若是沒你們，日子真的會很不 好過。由於技術上的問題，導致我無法一一向你們致謝，只好借這篇佈羅格向大家致謝。真的，真的，很感謝你們！
在前往演講堂的方向走著的時候，腦中不停地回想這幾年來所結交的朋友。終於，致電給颯和Miki，聊了一會兒。人長大了，也漸漸發現和學會了朋友的重要和可貴。好好珍惜你身邊的朋友吧！
漸漸地看見了一絲自由的署光，心情也較好了。
加油吧！雨過，就會天晴了。彩虹，就在不遠的天邊。

我覺得，你在逃避我。但，我不想理。你想怎樣就怎樣吧！我自問問心無愧！希望是我多心吧！我可不想為我簡單的生活添上煩惱。