Tuesday, July 29

老爸

最近不懂為甚麼,老是會不時地想你。老爸老爸,輸贏無所謂,你永遠永遠是我心中的英雄和偶像。你那光明磊落不驕傲的態度和為社會付出的心,試問政譠上還有多少人是抱著與你同樣的夢想和心態的呢?你那不黑暗的政治路,有多少人像你一樣這麼走著的呢?從你身上,我們學會了很多做人的學問,也學會了要問心無愧,敢做敢當。所以所以,你在我心中是不曾輸過的,除了每次和我斗嘴的時候。

永遠永遠都愛你的,搗蛋的二女兒。

孫子兵法

原來事情總究還是告了一個段落,至少是我這邊吧。至於經理嘛,也只能等他自己學會怎麼放下那一份自大了。或許,等大家都淡忘了這件事,會慢慢好起來吧!時間總是能治療一切傷痛。

真的真的好幸運,遇到了那麼多的貴人。他們大可不幫我解釋,把我一并推下水算了,卻沒有這麼做。今天,去個Focus Group 的研討會,遇見了那兒的頭兒,還以為他會生我的氣,為難我,他卻過來安慰我,和我說,“我們還是一樣很喜歡你,兩個廠都隨時歡迎你來。”聽了後,心情輕鬆了許多。因為不愛麻煩人的關係吧,所以很多事情都是親力親為,粗重的,瑣碎的,都不怎麼計較。也因為不愛擺那種高高在上的姿態,雖然偶而被那些愛欺負弱小以為我好欺負的人欺壓,卻很容易和所有人打成一片了。就連人們常投訴的總公司買家的人都對我特別隨和,也不時地關照。

我,好幸運。

做人,是最難的一門學問。有些人,學了幾十年,還是學不會。虛心向學和不驕傲是唯一能令你學得更快的方式。我嘛,還要再加油!學習觀察,以不變應万變。

孫子兵法!!快去找本來讀讀。

還有吶,因為被驕傲自大沖昏了頭,那個愛欺負我的巫婆昨天被炒了。感到有點悶悶地,少了個讓我磨練和學習的對手了。

今天吶,走路超不小心的,差點從樓梯頂整個滾了下去,現在,膝蓋扭到了,大腿黑了一大片。。好痛。我無藥可救了。。

Tuesday, July 22

Ridiculously...BORED!!

It's Tuesday, and...I only worked 2 hours! This is all due to my mgr's stubbornness. The plant called and told him they are preparing for the hurricane but he refused to understand. So, here we are...cannot do anything but wait...

I am so bored...stuck in CC and got nothing better to do on a working day. It is not advisable to go to the beach...I really rather be home. Luckily I still got some movie in my laptop for some entertainment purposes...

First time taking an afternoon nap after I started working. Hmm...WEIRD. Still...BORED!!! That's the lesson learned...Do Not Be Stubborn!! Oh well, it is not my choice. People are arrogant. Booooo.....

So tired of him using God's name and prayers in everything. It is his own stubbornness that gets us into this situation but he refused to admit it and learn. Prayers prayers...that's all he always say although he made the mistake in the first place. I do believe God has good judgment on His side. Sometimes I surprised myself with my patience to put up with him. Hopefully, we can get it done by tomorrow...then I will regain my freedom!!!

2 more days & nights to go? Oh Lord...please keep him away from me....please give me patience to put up with him before I snaps!

黑暗中漫舞

Monday, July 21

多謝了,老友!

收到一份令我蠻意外的禮物,很美也很有心思,多謝了,M兄。下次不可以這麼破費了。你每次寄來的東西,都是令我意想不到的,而且也很能表達你單純的心意和關懷,令我很感動。
不好意思,又玩了你一次。。嘿嘿嘿。。江山易改,本性難移嘛!
別擔心,依我們的格性,即使十幾年不見,也不會改變我搗蛋你的習慣,更不會減少我們比賽吹水的談話方式。

Saturday, July 19

今天很無聊地,就開始整理家和電腦,也順便去下載一些歌。聽著剛下載的李聖傑的歌(其實是很舊了的歌),腦中和耳中回“響”著的卻是我家親愛的小瓜殺雞般唱著這幾首歌的聲音。。和他高歌的模樣。。真不知是喜還是悲吶。

Friday, July 18

I Feel...

That's a very strong and powerful phrase?
That's a phrase that can throw people off guard?
What you did make me feel...

Hmm...Lesson learned. Will try to use that phrase.
Thanks, DR.

Created a huge mess before I left for CC this week. Use your Dir. to try to make me work on things for you at the very last minute? Pull out that witch's name to make me fix the mistake I didn't make? Too bad...I am not the easily threatened type. Besides, I do not report to either of them. Throw stuff on my desk and expect me to run around to find out the details? Send me emails and expect me to go and find out on my own? You show me some respect, I will return you with some. Sounds fair?

Went to talk to DR after the whole chaos and asked him to let me fight this battle on my own. Glad that he agreed to it. Some battles in life, you need to learn to fight it on your own. Can't be depending on others all the time, right?

Everyone's attitude had a 180 degree turn as soon as I got back from CC. Oh well, life goes on, for better or worse.

Sigh..I am not made for TX. I miss snow... >_<

Friday, July 11

我。

病得五顏六色了,還在想可不可以喝啤酒,我是無藥可救了。

遇見了個和我很相似的人,感嘆。。太相似了。這是暗示我該提起勇氣,相信自己,去追尋夢想的指示嗎?

原來有見識和沒見識的人,差別是那麼的大。多謝父母給我這個出國見見市面的機會。感恩,懂得珍惜一切的福份,還在學習中。。

會介意的人,我不想去在意;不會介意的人,我應該去珍惜。

我依然是我。

Wednesday, July 9

Home Sweet Home..

Finally...got all plant trials done.
Finally...it's almost time to go home.
Finally...can use my computer that can read & write Chinese.
Finally...don't have to try to save my cellphone's battery.
Finally...almost finish exploring CC.
Finally...I started to enjoy the travel part of this job.
Finally...I am back to the nature.
Finally...Friday is coming.
Finally...I am alone again.
Finally...I am at peace...

Looking forward to tomorrow...

Life is good.