原來，我在墮落著。
原來，我不開心。
原來，我壓力好大。
原來，我很迷茫。
原來，我不知所措。
原來，我很累了。

Inspection..Inspection..

Very stressed with the inspection. There are so many things that they did not do and is quite time consuming to recover those information. There are things that we did not implement here that are required by this "special" customer and I am working my butt off just to get those things in place.
I am only 1 person, I can't do it all! I went to work at 5.30am and get off at 5.30pm. That's quite enough for me.

Trying to convince GM to shut the production down for a week or so to get things done and free up those people to help me but..as stubborn as he always is, I don't see that happening! We are not so busy, we can shut things down! The inspection is what determine our fate with this "special" customer and all other private label customers. When will these people ever put their ego down and put what's good for the company first?! I am getting more and more frustrated!!

What if we don't get a Superior? Is my job hanging on a thread now? Going up is good, going down is always a No No.

By the way, they hired me an "assistant". Sigh..

I am ready to crash...

I want a Life!

I am lucky, I am blessed.

Felt so bad for this lady who can only sit at home by herself for Thanksgiving. It is sad that she has kids but none of her kids is hosting a Thanksgiving dinner nor inviting her to the Thanksgiving dinner they are going to. All her son are going to their wife's family for Thanksgiving. She has disability that prevents her from working and she has to sit at home everyday. On a special day like this, she still has to sit at home as usual. Sigh..it must be tough for her..Wish there is something that I can do for her. Hopefully her Christmas will not be like that.

In future, if I am going to host a Thanksgiving dinner or a Christmas party or whatsoever, I will invite all the single people that I know. No one should be left alone on special days like these. As for me, it doesn't really affect me as much cause I don't really celebrate these holidays anyway.

Very lucky that I am being invited to so many Thanksgiving dinner.

Stupid AIB audit is scheduled on Dec 31st, 2007!!! I am stuck! Guess who scheduled them? Stupid Me! No NY, No Alabama.. >_<

FINALLY!!!

Wah Wah Wah!!

Finally, I recovered!!!

Finally, I can walk through my living room without having to skip around!!

Finally, I got everything unpacked, packed and ready to ship!!

Finally, I can stow my stupid luggages away!!

Finally, I got my appetite back!!

Finally, I am sleeping at MY time!!

Finally, I am ME!!!

Haven't been me since the day I left HK. The thought of having to come back just killed me. I was not up for anything, not even the food I loved! No wonder I am not gaining as much weight as last time when I went back and my luggage was not filled with clothes and shoes! Hehehe..

Since I came back, I have been going to bed around 9 to 10pm and waking up since 4.30am! Tonight, finally I don't feel like going to bed so early.

Finally, I am BACK!!

Apology goes to my friends in SF and MPS. My mind was pre-occupied with so many things going on and I was completely out of it..

It is nice to be back.

我們

寫給妳們，
這麼多年沒見，這麼久沒聊天，還是不感覺陌生，很令人欣慰。
我們依然是我們。
看見妳們都個有成就，真的很為你們感到驕傲。當年無知懵懂的我們已漸漸長大了。
好笑的是，正如妳們所說的，當年最不愛讀書的我，竟然是讀最多書的那一個。
在港機場讀了那本日記，那本已被我遺忘了的日記，不小心讓眼淚濕了眼眶。原來我們都是會因對方哭泣而哭泣的朋友。
始終認為，朋友，不需要天天見面，不需要每天黏在一塊兒，只要心裡有對方，那就足夠了。

固執

Call me stubborn, call me picky, I just believed that it is time for me to find something that will make me happy.

Having a GC does make a huge difference. Anyhow, believe in destiny. If it is meant to be, it will happen.

Found out that finding the perfect job, is like finding the perfect life partner. Is it impossible? Am I really that picky? ^-^ I still believe in destiny!!
Sigh...There is no cure for my naiveness.

My all time favorite singer! Her voice is always so calming and most of her songs are very good. I still don't understand the MV though.

URGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!

Don't fucking do anything if you don't know anything!!

Messed up the whole system and then came to me and tell me, "Oh, it is much better now! I fixed your mistakes!" If it is a mistake to start up with, how the hell do you think I came up with the weekly production for the company?? How the hell you think I kept everything in place for the past 10 months?? Things that you don't understand is not a mistake! If you asked, you would understand!

What a fucking mess!! You are trying to watch how I suffer? Well, let me make you suffer first and we will go from there! What a fucking bitch!

Pardon my French, I am really mad that I have to come back to fix all these mistakes done by those smartasses.

Muahahaha..Came back to a freaking mess. Learned to shut one eye, open one eye now.

BACK

As much as I hated to say this, but I am back.

It was a short but fruitful trip. Attended the wedding in HK and met up with old friends. The time is not enough! It was too short for family time, too short for friends catching up, too short to meet all the friends, too short.......

Even though there are consequences that I need to face, I am still glad that I went back. It was worth it! I miss them so much.

This trip also helped me to find another side of me and realized how much I have changed since I started working. It was a great trip.

No matter how tired I am, the thought of tomorrow makes me suffer from insomnia. The reality finally hits!

Praying hard. Sigh..People are not trustworthy, especially people from work. It is like a politic war field, cover your own behind is the only way to survive.

Will update more when I got all the pictures. Silly and lazy me didn't bring my camera. Hehehe..