蝸牛還是烏龜

老板終於都問了我那個問題。啊！！！我不知道啦。

要不要當領袖？還是要選擇別的方向？覺得這間公司怎麼樣呢？以後想當什麼樣的職位呀？+_+

老板說，我很有潛能，問題在於我什麼時候願意從我的軀殼走出來而已。我是蝸牛還是烏龜呀？那，龜兔賽跑我會贏嗎？離題了。。=_="
哎唷！好難啦！！那些人都是我老爸老媽的年齡，要我領導他們唷？這不叫虐待的話，那什麼才是虐待呀？好累。

膽子，膽子，你去了哪兒呀？噢，聽說你被魷魚嚇跑了。什麼？什麼？啊。。只有綠卡可以把你找回來。

累死了。。睡覺去。。

垃圾政治

呼。。這星期終於嚐盡了大公司的。。垃圾政治。

去開了一個超隆重的會議。三個小時的壓力後，老板說，“別擔心，所有的提議我們之前已經研究過了，都不太行得通，別浪費你的時間在這些提議上。”我眼睜得大大地，瞪著老板問，“那，我們明年再來開同樣的會議嗎？”老板見到我的反應，大笑了後說，“歡迎來到大公司”。
气結。。難怪本小姐的辦事效率那麼低啦。。每個人都是說說說，不怎麼行動，超。。悶。。的。。

老板嘛，就說嘛，要我嘛，好好地“處理”我的屬下。快要把我逼瘋了！好多好多的階段，不同的步驟，每一步都要三至六十天，好變態！還每個星期要和他開會，好折磨也。算一算，如果真的那麼不幸，要炒的話，會在聖誕節也！怎麼下得了手呀？炒，我心里都已經很難過了，也下不了手了，更別說在那個季節下手了。煩死了。為何要我來收拾別人的爛攤子呀？唉，怎辦？在反覆思量，該不該和老板求情，給他最後一次机會呢？但，他真的無論如何，都達不到我們的要求也。。
這幾天都在忙著處理他的事情，搞得自己心情也鬱悶鬱悶地。。還有多久才結束呀？心情悶悶地。。拿走別人的收入，好慘忍呀！下不了手！下不了手！難怪人家說，女人心太軟，成不了大業。算了，反正我也沒有成大業的夢想，讓我開開心心地做凡人就好了！

啊！煩死了！周末快來！

气！！！！！！！！！！

很气！很气！很气！！这么久以来最气的一次！！！好想大骂一顿！！好想和�大吵一餐！！怎么那么自私，那么幼稚，那么不成熟？？？�好歹都快要三十了，还那么不成熟？？！！他X的！

 

�以为�会难倒我吗？对不起，恐怕要让�失望了！我这颗野草，不会那么容易死的！况且，我身边这么多朋友，我必然会找到解决的方案！很不好意思地告诉�，�隐瞒着我的问题在被我发现了的十分钟内，已解决了一半！

 

啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！很�哪！！！！！！！！！！

黑醬油豬排

這幾天，不懂為何很想念媽媽煮的黑醬油豬排。。前幾天把豬肉拿出來解凍了，今晚就把它們切好，放些醬汁啦，拉拉雜雜的調味料來亂腌一通。沒辦法啦，媽媽病了，不想打擾她。嘿嘿。。明天就知道我這亂亂來的會不會像媽媽煮的了。有點懊悔，為何不曾問過媽媽怎麼煮。。

前幾天做了個香蕉巧可力蛋糕給Silas的歡送會，那對我超坦率的華也說好吃，要我再弄個給她。把另一半帶去教會，也有人問我，是不是買盒裝的。。呵呵。。心血來潮的作品，也能成功。要再做嘛，就。。呃。。再說吧！我可是花了將近兩個小時來弄那香蕉的呢。。買個 Food Processor??沒錢。

也烤了些雞翅，連挑吃的室友都會把隔夜剩餘的吃完，應該是好吃的啦。。嘿嘿。。還不錯。啦啦啦。。開心死了！

啊。。人家勞動節休息，我就勞動節玩得全身痠痛。。嘿嘿。。無藥可救了！

上星期在 H 城和同事吃飯時，他一眼就點破了我的弱點。是的，是時候改進改進了。嘿嘿。。有時，我還是覺得，凡事以和為貴。

中文学校（一）

被人问了一个问题，有点错愕，一时答不上来。嗯，为什么要当中文学校的老师呀？

其实，去年被问时，已经有点心动了，只是当时对教会还不太熟悉，所以不敢答应。今年，参加了短宣和 VBS 之后，发觉到教小孩好好玩，虽然有时候真的被气得不知该怎办，但，总括来说，还是蛮开心的。

有考虑过教主日学，但我对圣经的了解，用一知半解来形容都有点牵强的感觉，所以，还是算了，免得误人子弟。更何况，我的英文，怎么都不会比在这儿长大的人说得好，还是。。嘿嘿，别搞了。

小孩真的好好玩哟！好多都很天真天真地，你说什么他们都相信的呢。今天我就和其中一个小孩说，我不会说英文，每次还要别人帮我翻译，所以他只能和我说中文，他还真的相信哪！超搞笑的。不过，这样也好，鼓励他们说中文。

今天，还有个小女孩和我说，“You are beautiful” 呢！记得哦，人家都说，小孩不会说谎的哩！嘿嘿嘿。。。我要教小孩！哈哈。。（白痴）

其实，还好啦。年龄介于五至七八岁的，还蛮好教的。再大一点点，就会有点顽皮了。太小呢，就有点不懂事，也太活泼，很难管得住。

下一堂课，我可能会教三四岁的小点点，应该需要很多体力的。但是，他们真的好可爱啊！！今天我下了课后和他们玩，要他们说，“谢谢老师，老师再见”他们还真的说了呢。。

说回重点，我嘛，还是考虑清楚点，不要浪费别人的时间。如果不是认真的，还是尽早退身，别在人家训练了我后，又走掉。

长大了，长大了，别再胡闹了。

好� 好闷

啊。。好闷呀！懒懒的星期五，为何还要上班哪？呜。。一个人呆在办公室里，好闷喏！

发呆，发呆，看着冒着烟的咖啡机发呆。

咖啡，咖啡，飘着浓浓的香气的咖啡。

懒猪，懒猪，�还在上班呐！

别睡了。别发呆了。

啊。。好�。。

1+1=2

咖啡 + 懒猪 = 起床了？

呜。。我要睡觉啦！！！

 

塵封了的。。

心血來潮，就決定在弄木薯糕時，也乘机洗我那被灰塵淹沒了的車。平時看起來還，不錯的車，在慢慢擦洗後，才發現，不行吶！干嘛我的車那麼多刮痕哪？？

我們，有時候，會不會讓灰塵淹沒了一些東西而把它們完美化了呢？或，讓虛偽的假像遮蓋了真正的自己？

發現到很多人都不能誠實地面對自己，包括基督徒。有些時候，我們做了一些事，明知是自己的自負或自私的慾念在背後操縱，卻不願承認。不能誠實面對自己的人最可悲吧？把自己丑陋的一面用灰塵把它遮蓋了，假裝它不存在，覺得每件事和錯發生必然是因為別的因素，不是自己。

自大與自私是人纇最大的弱點。

周五，把個廠長的臉气得七彩了！無奈，她的上司信任我。謙卑點吧，雖然我的年齡和妳女兒一樣，但，我很不幸地，比妳懂生意和管理多了那麼一點點。我很喜歡妳，所以也不想妳被裁。請明白，我是在幫妳。

啊。。好睏，忙了一整天。謝謝您回答了我的禱告。請您給我智慧來完成您托付給我的任務吧！

RT，謝謝你。

幸福

嗯，好被祝福，好被宠爱，别把我纵坏了。谢谢。

 

还是需要更多的智慧。加油加油！

搬，搬，搬？

突然收到了一位好久沒聯絡的朋友發來的電郵。嗯，他在阿馬哈有份工，還是一份很好的工，問我有沒有興趣。

要搬嗎？要搬嗎？
要換嗎？要換嗎？
要走嗎？要走嗎？

工資肯定比現在高，生活費也較便宜。那行也是很好的一個行業。。
這份工還有七個月才能得回自由，或必須賠他們搬家的費用。。
嘿嘿。。嘿嘿。。嘿嘿。。

上班族的小小感慨

上班是，当你知道有些事真的很白痴也很多余，但对方/顾客是真的没有办法或太骄傲而不愿去明白，你。。没有选择，只能去做。（虽然可以在心里偷偷暗骂大笨蛋）

管理人是，当你知道有些事真的很简单，你以为不用解释太多下属必然会明白，但，出来的成果，你会很后悔你为何不花多点时间解释和要求对方重复一遍你要他做的事。

打工是，忍一时，风平浪静；退一步，海阔天空。

管理计划是，凡事不可以以为，把所有人和事，当三岁的小孩来对待。

还好，还好。。我的个性很看得开和乐观。。
还好，还好。。老板了解我。。嘿嘿。。
还好，还好。。趁机锻炼我的耐性。。
还好，还好。。老板愿意栽培我。。
还好，还好。。我有份工。。
还好，还好。。工作很忙。。
还好，还好。。学了好多。。
还好，还好。。我很好。

都很好。

有些事還是不太明白，嗯，其實是很多事都不明白。嘿嘿。。我是呆呆的嘛。。

這個周末發生了好多事，都是好事。嗯，太忙了，終於都有點點時間靜下來消化消化。都很好，都很好，一切都好。有些事情還是需要學會自己去解決，不能永遠逃避或讓朋友去幫我解決。嗯，懶懶的我，還是懶懶地不想回。。嘿嘿。。無聊的人，別來煩我啦！！！>_<

找到玩伴囉！可以去跳降落傘了！！嘿嘿。。年底吧！再加個 Paintball，應該夠了。Oh，忘了，還有去射槍！或去 JT 家玩他爸爸的槍。。不錯的主意。。嘿嘿。。

老板最近真的是在栽培我哩。。不停地挑戰我，哎。。好像突然要很認真一樣，有點怕。+_+ 算了，盡力就好。^-^

遇到了個很特別的人。在這里長大，還會看和寫中文的，真的不多。。加油加油O~可以捉他陪我去唱K。。嘿嘿（奸笑）。

好了，該去睡了，嚴重性缺乏睡眠。

Austrian psychiatrist, Victor Frankl: Every freedom can be denied by a man except the freedom to choose your attitude, and that suffering is not an obstacle to happiness but often the necessary means to it.

每個自由都有可能被人拒絕或阻攔，除了你怎麼選擇自己心態的自由。受苦不是通往快樂的絆腳石，反而常是必經的道路。

生活點滴

Give and Take.

Giving Up and Giving In.

帶查經班的第二課，比較好一滴滴了。。下星期可能趕不及回來帶班，希望華一個人還可以吧。嘿，還是希望能帶，畢竟，每一堂我也在學習呀，還學得比她們更多呢。。

好累噢。。三更半夜被室友吵醒，要我去救她，還要對我發脾气，哎，真是寵壞了的小孩。七早八早還要回去考察些產品，還要叫醒室友起床一起去上班，路上還要聽她投訴抱怨，真服了她！一天才開始，妳就那麼負面，我真的甘敗下風。還好我已對她免疫了，呵呵。。心情還是一樣好好地過嘀。。盡管放馬過來吧，我無所謂的。^-^

室友說要申請那份工，嗯。。我又將要一個人住了嗎？會有點悶吧，這麼大間的房子，會有點恐怖吧？啊，算了，不想想太多。凡事發生了，必有原因。可能現在看不見，若干年後，也許會明暸了。相信您會帶領的。

西雅圖去不成了。對不起呀，老友，我也不想的。別生我的气唷。。我也好想出去走走的。。
十月，新墨西哥有熱气球也。。也好想去。不想想了，想了又不會發生的事。

睡咯。。累。。

信心信心

和翔聊了一會兒，突然開竅了。很難或還沒遇到，不代表不存在。是的，我對您的信心去了哪兒呀？加油呀！謝謝你，老友。

大衛先生被我气死了。。哈哈。。發現那 FB 的 Chat 還蠻好玩的。感謝主，有那麼好的一對夫婦朋友，幫我解決了好多困擾。希望明天會再是個自由的一天！還我自由！！

智慧，智慧，明天要分享，好緊張。>_<

睡咯，夜貓子。

O, Lord

Is this what You want me to do? Alright, I surrender.

Sunday combined service @ 11am.

Mission Trip's Missioner will do a sharing. I was picked and asked twice, by 2 different teams. The Block Party team and the VBS team. I guess, I will share then...

>_<

Despite all the public speaking/acting experiences in VBS and Toastmasters, I am still...going to be very nervous.

Lord, please give me wisdom and calm mind, help me to deliver your message to the brothers and sisters in the church especially the Chinese speaking group who rarely participate in VBS and Mission Trip. Hope my sharing will encourage them to join next year. =)

I have my faith in You

I am very bless. Been shielded from the responsibility long enough. Knowing that the problem exist but I was incapable of solving them. Thus, I left them in the back of my mind. Not thinking about it helps. I guess I am quite good at that after all these years.

It is time for me to step up and be a more responsible adult than I was. Thanks, sis, for carrying it all these years. I am going to take over from you now. Don't worry mum and dad, I will be fine, like I have always been.

God, I know You will provide. =)

七四快樂！！

啊。。終於有得休息了。^-^

把今天該做的都做完了，除了今晚還要準備查經班的資料。嘿嘿。。第一次帶查經班，希望上帝會帶領我們吧！

把新來的男的朋友介紹給了弟兄們去帶，而女的呢，暫且就我來拉一把吧！這樣子比較好。

Ann 給了我一本書，Quest for Love，是一本單身或已婚人都應該看的書。剛開始看時，覺得，有點。。太嚴格了吧！再看多幾頁，我這個身邊充滿異性好友的人，都被說服得有點慚愧了。。

我們有時天真地以為男女之間是真的有友情的，但有些友情，卻是那麼地糢凝兩可，對大家都沒有好處。有些東西，你和異性朋友分享，你想得到的是什麼？可能你覺得是簡單的友情，但對方是怎麼想呢？而你未來的終身伴侶又是怎麼想呢？紅顏知己，一個就好了；同性的好友，是再多也無妨。看了之後，知道我該開始學會怎麼保持距離了。需要一點點時間來調整調整。

也把 The Five Love Languages 看完了。我的愛的物語是，QT。

最近，過得好充實。短宣也辦得很開心，很成功。學會了好多東西，也更了解自己的弱點和加強了自信，感謝上帝的帶領和幫助。當中也有好多和弟兄姐妹們的 QT，很滿足，喜樂。

澳斯丁的夜景

和煙花

和幾張不知道怎麼拍才算美的照片。

呵呵。。

看見煙花，純屬意外。再回到 UT San Marcos，也是純屬意外。憶起去年的今天，我也在這兒，被他招喚了。一年了。

願大家都有個愉快的七四。

夜深了，人也靜了，我還沒睡。

忙忙碌碌了好幾晚，還是，一樣？比較好了。

見證和分享了馬寶的奇妙恩典，開朗多了。嘿。。會更好的，明天會更好的。

發現了屬下在我背後做手腳，我卻沒說什麼，扮傻。有時，真的不想理。你愛怎樣就怎樣吧，反正，我無所謂。^-^ 沒怕過。。天下這麼大，必然有我容身之處。。何況，我光明正大，沒啥好怕，反而你每天像老鼠一樣戰戰競競，不是更可悲嗎？我不停地警告自己，不可以變得像你。

人哪，為何要那麼驕傲啊？要明白呀，天上有天，人上有人。。追求名利錢財是永無盡頭的。。

感謝主，身邊好多很好的朋友O~ 很開心。謝謝你們。。

好啦，我九月的勞動節洗禮喔。。別說我沒告訴你們。

笑一個。

約翰一書 4:18

最近这几天，一直看见这段经文，約翰一書 4:18 ：

爱 里 没 有 惧 怕 ； 爱 既 完 全 ， 就 把 惧 怕 除 去 。 因 为 惧 怕 里 含 着 刑 罚 ， 惧 怕 的 人 在 爱 里 未 得 完 全 。

说得容易，真正去实施，好像，有点难。多少人能做到爱人如己呢？人都是自私的。

懶懶的

懶懶的周末，懶懶的我。好悠閒，好滿足。


薰衣草，沒怎麼看到，卻享受了熱熱的陽光，暖暖的風，冷冷的啤酒，和天南地北亂聊的朋友。好幸福。


幸福的味道，就快成為薰衣草的香味了。。

是的，我是有點遲鈍，或，我其實不是很想去面對，懶懶的。不過，無所謂啦。你不說，我也就當做不知道好了。反正，你也不急，我也不想理，大家就繼續這樣子好了。誰也沒對不起誰，誰也沒在傷害著誰。還是覺得你摸我的頭的時候，好好笑。謝謝你對我的好。

昨晚，我不想公告的事，還是讓你知道了。我想，你一直都在旁敲側襲地在尋找答案了，只是我不說而已。昨晚他們在笑我和他時，被你知道了。還好吧。。我知道自己想要的是什麼。給我半年時間，來完成我想做的事，其他的，都別來煩我好了。我現在很開心，就讓我這樣子過多半年好了。

還有好多好多事要完成，讓自己飄飄浮浮自由自在地過著，辦起事來也比較得心應手。
男女相吸這個道理，千古不變，還是這樣子的好。^-^

有個新加坡來的牙醫新朋友，小弟弟，讓我帶你看世界吧！（也許他還比我老。。嘿嘿。。）

End of VBS

"Amen....Praise the Lord"....Yeah, the crew leaders and the station leaders were asked to sing and dance to this song on the stage. We have to compete with the kids to see who can sing louder. It was fun! I had a great time. BASIC friends came to me after the event ended and told me I definitely need to go to Mission Trip with them because I know all the hand gestures to most of the song... >_<

I learned that when you have physical interactive games for the kids, instead of creating a more lively atmosphere, you are better off creating a gentle and soothing atmosphere. Otherwise, you are looking for chaos! Thank God that I got to do both today. That would help me to do a better job during Mission Tip.

Crying kids.
I was asking the children to answer some question and she got scared and started crying. Hmm...Hmm...Learned that I have to move on instead of paying attention to the kids when they cry. It will not make the situation better by me trying to comfort her.

Foul language
He was trying to gain attention by playing the sympathy card. I was left shocked and don't know what to do. Hey, they are not my kids, okay? I can't really punish them or anything because they are not my kids! In fact, I am friends of his parents and that actually kinda make the matter worse.
Thanks to Sophia, now I "kinda" know how to deal with them.

After working with the kids for the past few days, it makes me wonder though, if I really wanted children. What if I don't know how to raise them? What if they turned into one of those problematic kid? It was a lot of fun leading the children and play with them but...raising them? That is very challenging!
Oh well, I guess when the time comes, we will figure out. =)

Thanks to Aunt Mary's insisting/non-negotiable attitude and thanks to Sophia, I learned a lot out of this VBS. It has been an eye-opening experience.

VBS Day 4

On my way back home, I saw a piece of paper flapping underneath my windshield wiper. Oh! I got my car "serviced" by the Youth group..Haha...Unfortunately, while driving on the freeway, the strong wind blew away my note. Well, I will find out what they wrote later today when I go back and grab one of the youth leader.

Found out that I have a hard time praying with the children. You have to pray a short prayer because their attention spend is not very long, and it has to be simple for them to understand...Hmm...

I was discussing with Sophia about how to lead the children and she told me to reflect back to what I enjoyed when I was young. I told her, "I was rebellious and I enjoyed bullying my teacher." She was...speechless....haha...

God, did you hear me? Wrong person for the job, okay? =P

Haha...last day of VBS today..at least for now. =)

VBS Day 3

It was a challenging one! I need to act like a 花痴 this time. I have to praise Superman and acted like he is real and he is all that I need. It was...hilarious! The kids were looking at me like I am crazy! Haha...They told me I was dreaming and that Superman was not real. I even have to act like I was so crushed to learn that Superman wasn't real! It was funny!!

Sophia led the first 2 groups and I did the last one. Josh was there watching Sophia and he came up to me after Sophia was done with a laugh on his face, and asked, "Are you doing that for the Mission Trip?" I looked at him and said, "I am going to request for you as my assistant" Haha..we will see how that goes...

It was fun working with the children. Every time different crew comes in, I watched how each crew leader lead the children. Those crew leaders age ranged from 16 - 70. Some of them are ABC and some of them are ESL. It touches me to see how hard they are trying especially when you see how those fatherly aged man being gentle, soft and patient to the little kids and how those young people laugh and smile although the kids were being non-responsive. I am impressed, honestly.

At the end of each day, all the kids come back to the sanctuary and do the sing & dance to the closing song. You can see how happy they are! It is very contagious indeed. You started smiling in your heart. It brings so much joy to you as you are singing and dancing along with them. I started to realize why people love to work with children despite the challenges you face dealing with kids.

Sophia was telling Josh that they are molding me....Hmm....Children ministry??

VBS Day 2

VBS 的第二天，哈哈。。比較好那麼一點點而已。不小心在和小孩說話時，為自己挖了個洞，結果只好硬著頭皮跳進去咯！題目要他們寫或畫出他們害怕的東西，我嘛，就在舉例時提到我以前會怕媽媽，結果每個小傢伙反應都特別快（問別的問題又不見他們這麼熱心哪！），問我為甚麼。。我只好老實答因為我不聽話後快快轉話題。之後想想，我是不是誤人子弟呀？？

還好，後來和 Lori 聊時，她在大笑（過份！）之後說，妳老實回答他們，所以還好啦。。=__=" 看來明天還是照著劇本讀好了。

今天的電影超短，之後簡直是亂掰一通來拖時間。。很搞笑。希望 Mission Trip 時可以想到怎麼處置啦。。

之後帶動唱時，我在那兒大玩，結果 Lilian 就笑我說，看妳一副大人樣，玩起來比小孩還瘋。。是褒還是貶呢？嘿。。不管了！我，回來了！！！Yohoooo!!!!!!!!!!

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蜂鳥是唯一可以倒過來飛的鳥。為何要往後飛呢？往前不好嗎？沒有東西是錯過的吧？是要與不要之分而已。別傻了！往前走就好了。一直往後看，小心扭到脖子哩！^-^

VBS Day 1

Started! It all started! The official start of VBS 2009, the official start of my...children ministry??!! Ehhhh.....

Thought that I was going to just watch and learn (and sit back & relax, of course ^-^), and do my first solo on Thursday, but that's not what He had planned for me. He let me flew solo today (I guessed He sensed my lazy bone deteriorating). I was so nervous that my back was all wet after I was done with the first group of children. I believe my face was probably red as well. Haha..I was much better when the second group comes around. *big sigh of relieve*

Thanks to Sophia, I have my first taste of Dockside Drive In today. She was supposed to do it till Wednesday and I will do Thursday after I observed her for 3 days but she suggested that she will take the first 2 groups and I will take the last 2. I agreed to it although I was scared. Well, you have to emm...step out of your comfort zone once in a while?? It is all good.

Thanks to my Toastmaster training, I was able to impromptu a little bit. I read from the handout a lot because I was so afraid that I might mislead all these innocent children. I was worried too because I can't talk softly like her (I am not a Mum yet! So, these traits do not exist in me! Or maybe it will never exist! Haha..only God knows). Thanks to Purpose Driven Life, I know we are all different and it is okay for me to do it My way.

Thanks to the rest of the crew who gave me confident after I finished my 1st group. Thanks to Sophia's guidance while I lead. Thanks to the dimmed light in the sanctuary, no one realized that my face was red! Haha...

God, please continue to guide and lead me so that I have the confident to lead it during the Mission Trip.

Someone impressed me today. That does not happen very often. Keep it up, dude! =)

Exhausted~~~~ Sleep~~~~ Nighty night...

Up

終於看了一直想看的卡通。超愛卡通。。嘿嘿。。趁我生日，就招了一大堆人去看。我們一群人，佔了整行坐位，好好玩。

Up 很不錯，把人生都寫得很真。從小時候的天真，到長大了的愛，結婚後的平凡，滿足，失望，接受，看開，樂觀和恩愛的生活，到最後的失去，無措，害怕，孤獨，不舍，和最終的新的方向和滿足，都刻畫得很明確。故事里也描寫了人性的黑暗，貪婪，追求名譽的一面，也表達了人的善良，忠心，愛，和無條件的接受。

卡通里的對白不多，有些部份是利用相片的方式來表達，卻很成功地讓觀眾了解到其中的意義。情節和其他電影比較，有些部份對有些人來說，可能有點慢，偶而會有主角沉默地思考的時候，卻令我很有共鳴。印像最深刻的對白，是那小孩說的，“It is the boring things that I remembered / missed the most”。我想，男主角當時必然想起了和妻子平凡的生活吧。

有時候，生活太忙了，太多活動了，會令我們忘了或忽略了自己最想要的是什麼。這部卡通，值得再看。該會買來收藏吧。

生日快樂。謝謝你們。

突然很想念愛城 MU 的 Scones。自己怎麼弄都不像。

突然很想出去走走。周末太忙了，結果這幾天都窩在家里。

好吧，就去 B&N，順道在那的星巴克買個 Scones 和咖啡。嗯，就這樣。

五月天 - 突然好想你

詞、曲：阿信｜唱：五月天

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著不平息 最怕突然聽到你的消息

想念如果會有聲音 不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於我自己 只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己

突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲 變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你帶我走過最難忘的旅行 然後留下最痛的紀念品

我們 那麼甜那麼美那麼相信 那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各自的幸福和遺憾中老去

突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著不平息 最怕突然聽到你的消息

最怕此生已經決心自己過沒有你卻又突然聽到你的消息

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最愛的五月天。公司把所有網上電台都 block 掉了。。本人只好在 youtube 里制造自己的 playlist，還蠻好玩的。。嘻嘻。。千万不要連 youtube 也不讓我上啊。。

五月天，超棒的！從中學他們第一張專輯到現在，都沒怎麼令我失望過。每首歌，曲和詞都很不錯。最近聽見了這首，很喜歡。《天使》也不錯。

姓吳的無業遊民，快點去 download 給我！

贊贊贊！

選擇，要靠著信心走下去O~~
天天都在面對選擇和決定。。啊！快瘋掉了！昨天讀 Purpose Driven Life（第２２天）時，說到決定和行動。我們經常會在害怕和軟弱時問，“神啊，我們該怎麼走呢？”其實，我們該抱持著信心，做對的決定，不該坐著等事情發生。上帝總是在等我們帶著對他的信心，踏出那第一步後，才能幫助我們。

過了一個好忙的周末，卻很充實。Tina終於走了。今天崇拜後，大家擁抱道別時，都難過地。。掉淚了。是的，我是水做的啦！ 雖然相處的時光很短暫，感情卻很深。。


感謝姐妹們給我這個机會，要求我為她做個蛋糕，也讓我了解到，我，真的可以。 雖然沒有很美，但對我來說，已經很不錯了哪！沒有任何訓練，單憑，呃。。亂來一通。。嘿嘿。。
三層的海棉蛋糕，草莓奶油夾心，奶油Icing。。我的最愛！從星期五晚，弄蛋糕，到星期六設計蛋糕，下午三點半，才弄完。很累，卻很開心，滿足。接下來呢。。就要投資了。。買多幾個模型，買個提蛋糕的盒，再。。去上課啦！！這個月又不能開課，四堂中的兩堂，我都不能去。。嗚。。可惡。。上個月不行，這個月也不行，是怎樣啦！算了。。都是為上帝做事。。還好，還好。

睡覺啦。。累死了。。整個周末都沒怎麼睡。。忙到晚上九點才回到家。。垮了。。晚安。。

^-^

處理了一些事情，心，輕鬆了好多。感謝主，感謝妳。
叭叭哩叭叭。。往前走。。

應得捏和電視，又回來了！

星期五，凌晨两点半的街道，徐徐的风，扰乱了我的发丝，却吹不乱我平静的心。开着我的丰田在路上奔驰着，好舒服。好久没有那么早起床，那么早去上班了。嘟嘟噜哒哒。。上战场咯！一件T-shirt，一件牛仔裤，一双球鞋，嘿。。第一次这么轻松。

街道特别地冷清，想想，也没有多少怪胎会那么早去上班嘛。。路上还有不少名牌好车陪我，也算奇迹了。什么好命人要这么早去上班呢？他们做的是什么行业呢？Hmm。。

凌晨的机场，特别地美丽。宁静，却耀眼。红色的指示灯，昏黄的街灯，有种平静却带着危险的感觉。突然很想就停在那儿坐在草丛里发呆了。

三点，到了指定的店铺，好安静。几个店员已在上班了。突然觉得很被祝福，有那么好的一份工作，在经济萧条时，也没面对什么裁员的危机，要好好珍惜。

在店里無聊了，隨手用手机拍了些照。五顏六色的墨西哥餅。

骨頭

不知名（１）

餅干

鳳梨 Empanadas

不知名（２）

玩玩鬧鬧地，就過了一個多小時，終於都把工做完了。送室友去机場後，回家睡多一會兒，七点多還得趕回去上班，和我们 Division 的VP 开会，吓死我了。还好我的老板没有要我上去说话。

这星期过得很匆忙，也有点压力，簡直是戰戰兢兢地走完。

星期一，老板突然病倒了，星期三不能和我們一起去。结果呢，我得硬着头皮把他所要讲的Power Point “交代一下”，還得鼓起勇气控制大局，小女子怕怕呀！車程一共四個多鐘，要和三個男人打交道。。還要指揮和說服他們怎麼做實驗。。嗚。。我的天呀！做實驗時，十六隻眼睛都看著我。。簡直半個膽都嚇掉了！還好還好，一切都還好。一直不停地禱告，上帝呀，不要玩我啦！小女子多聽您的話就是了。還好還好，上帝給了我勇气，說了一些平時不敢說的話，做了一些平時沒勇气做的事，還異常地平靜地面對他們的天馬行空，沒有被炸得不知怎麼反應。

忙忙碌碌，又一個星期了。沒有應得捏和電視的日子，有點悶，有點無聊，但，因為有 K-Love，過得還蠻平靜的。星期六，睡個飽！已經好久沒有在星期六睡得那麼遲了！通常八點多不知為什麼就爬起來了。看來，真的是累垮了！

我嘛，要加油加油咯！要自信點，不可老是看不起自己。別人對我這麼有信心，我卻。。。我是怎麼啦？

代禱文書插曲 (II)

不知怎地，我就成了我們團契記錄代禱事項的文書（其實是有兩個的，另一個卻每天不見蹤影）。

上周五，沒有團契，當然，我放假咯！星期三，上班上到一半，電話響了。Charlie打了電話來，問我這星期我們團契的代禱事項是否忘了電郵給教會的禱告事工？

因為這通電話，本小姐才知道還是“埋笑笑”比較好。。人家都有在看，在等嘀。。嘿嘿。。雖然本小姐總在抄寫時搞得大家啼笑皆非，但，目前還可以啦。。

上帝聽禱告，兄弟姐妹們都在為你們禱告，人生很美好。

我要快樂！

室友的男友，回頭了，或該說，改變了吧？

一個剛剛恢復單身的人，聽見這消息，該會妒忌或難過吧？嗯，很開心我沒有。心底深處，反而為她感到開心。看見她又笑了，我也心安了許多，心情也因此開朗了不少。默默為她禱告，希望這次就是最後一次了吧。

申命記33章里，摩西為以色列人祝福時，給了各支派不同的祝福。上BSF讀這一章時，學會了上帝給每個人的祝福都不一樣，我們不該因為沒有得到某個祝福而不開心或眼紅。知足，常樂。

Jesus Calling ﹣今天的靈修
人總愛躲在陰暗的角落，以為這樣就可以隱藏自己所犯的罪。在那兒，他們自怜自哀，否認自己的罪，自己的不義，怪責別人，怨恨別人。當你被你的罪拖著，感到內疚和心情沉重時，留在上帝的光里，向他認錯，接受他的寬恕，淨化自己的心，必能痊癒。

嗯，我要再快樂起來！我要再次可以發自內心地大笑！大塊，呵，謝謝你提醒了我。老朋友們，我必然會重出江湖的，你等著吧！

How do you see your life?

I am on day 5 in The Purpose Driven Life book. The question is: How do you see your life? Do you see your life as a puzzle? Roller coaster? Merry-Go-Round? Minefield?

I used to think of my life as a puzzle. You search and try your best to put all the pieces together to figure out what is the ultimate purpose. Sometimes you succeed faster, sometimes not.

When I started working, I think of my life as a roller coaster. Ups & Downs and FAST! Interesting but very intense. Every single up and down might kill you if there is a mechanical problem. I don’t really like it, just like I have lost interest in Roller Coaster after I grew up.

My coworker told me, she thinks life is a Merry-Go-Round. Sometimes you go up, sometimes you go down. Some of the time, you just go round and round. Interesting, eh?

How do you see your life?

脆弱。生命。

生命，是何等地脆弱啊！願大家都能好好地珍惜，不要在上帝划下逗號時，你就自己寫上了句號。

從姐那邊聽來了關於您的消息，除了難以接受和震驚之外，還有深深的難過。也許生命會很苦，也許日子會很難過，但，放棄活著，真的是對的選擇嗎？心里濛上了一層愁霧。

看了“Grey's Anatomy”這季的結局，更加令我感歎。也許我們每天都沒有像他們一樣接觸死亡，所以偶而，或，每天，都會活得吊兒啷鐺，毫無目的，過著過一天，算一天的人生。生命，很脆弱吶！好好珍惜身邊的一切。

保重了，三姨丈。雪，希望妳會好好地。

我還是堅持我的盡力而為，不留遺憾的原則。也許有時會很受傷，也許有時被人看起來像個傻瓜，但，沒有遺憾就好，自己心安就得了。

It will be Good

Things were kinda going downhill today as I was not very happy in the first place. It was a good day but I was not in the mood. The refrigerator just broke out of nowhere and I was fuzzing over certain things. I was so exhausted and tired mentally to even think about what to do. I know what I need to do but I just do not have the initiative to do it or to even find a point to start. I needed someone there to help me by telling me what to do and where to start. That reminded me of the time while I was trying to move the apartment by myself in Iowa. I stood there and was very lost. I think I actually did sit there and cried for a while before I started packing. I started praying deep in my heart for strength and help.

Thanks to God, I calmed down eventually. Thanks to God, I felt the love that are surrounding me. Thanks to God, he taught me what to do. Thanks to God, he helped me to do it. Thanks to God, for all the friends, I was over it.

The refrigerator is not fixed yet, but I am. God is good. I will be fine. It will be good.

錢

金錢──可以買「床舖」，但不能買「睡眠」；可以買「珠寶」，但不能買「美麗」；可以買「紙筆」，但不能買 「文思」；可以買「房屋」，但不能買「家庭」；可以買「食物」，但不能買「食欲」；可以買「娛樂」，但不能買「快樂」；可以買「諂媚」，但不能買「忠 誠」；可以買「伴侶」，但不能買「朋友」；可以買「服從」，但不能買「尊敬」；可以買「權勢」，但不能買「智慧」；可以買「肉體」，但不能買「愛情」；可 以買「武器」，但不能買「和平」。

摘自：對「錢」的感歎

今天，和老板聊起了福利和扣稅的話題，他說，他的年薪沒怎麼得扣，後補上說，再過個五年，我就會和他一樣了。照常理來說，人聽見這，都會很開心吧？而我，卻好像無動於衷，反而令我陷入沉思。錢和事業，雖然重要，但並不是一切。更重要的是，那不是我最想要的東西吧。夠吃，夠用，就很足夠了。太多，可能會更煩呢。。。

我就是這麼怪。

李聖傑 - 手放開

饅頭。。饅頭。。

很想早點睡，好讓明早不必趕得太匆忙，但，怎麼都睡不著。太精神了。

突然好想吃饅頭，有味道的饅頭。記得小時總愛繞著饅頭的旋轉，一圈圈地吃。現在，好像也沒怎麼改變，除了有別人在的時候，才心不甘，情不願地乖乖吃，免得人家覺得噁心。我要竽頭饅頭！饅頭。。饅頭。。饅頭。。饅頭啦。。

今天，第一次把蛋糕弄好。以前有弄過，但很失敗。這次，好多了。

由於太匆忙了，沒為它照到太多相。中間是有草莓片和奶油的哦！可惜字不是我寫的，因為沒有紅色的奶油，必須去餐廳前買，要在車上寫，是極大的挑戰，只好讓室友來寫了。

下星期室友不在，可以自己來弄巧可力的清蛋糕了！嗯。。希望教會的野餐後，我還不會太累啦。

這星期一有個裝飾蛋糕的課程，該不該報名呢？好想學。。卻有點擔心會太累。需要買個好的秤來好好地玩了。也要買個裝蛋糕的盒子了。。嘿。。當做是給自己的生日禮物。

好一個失眠夜。。。

饅頭。。饅頭。。饅頭。。饅頭。。

代禱文書插曲

I am in charge of writing and sending out prayer request in email every week. Last week, a married friend's prayer request was, "Peace & tranquility at home..." and people started asking questions since her husband was there as well. They thought they had a fight. So, I didn't hear the last part "for pets" as she has 2 dogs, hamsters and rabbit. So, I sent out the prayer request...without the "for pet". She received like 5 emails asking her if everything is alright.

Today, her prayer request is, "Willingness to go back to cooking food and cleaning house and do all the wife stuff". So, I jokingly asked her, "How about we short it to 'Willingness to go back to be a wife?'" Everyone started cracking up.

Misunderstanding happens all the time. =)

再回首

很久很久以前在阿姨家聽著表哥的卡帶學會的一首歌。1989年的歌，當時我才七歲。快二十年啦！今天不懂為什麼，就亨起了這首歌。還好有 youtube。^-^

再回首。二十年後，我們再回首，很多現在捉得緊緊的傷痛，可能連瘡疤也被時間磨滅了。人生短短幾十載，好好地過，開開心心地過！

加油加油！

開車從總公司回來的路上，左邊車道上有輛學生巴士，里邊載滿了六七歲的小孩，跑上跑下地玩樂。有個小孩見到我望著他們，就對我嘻嘻地笑。看著他天真的笑臉，我也不由地發自內心地笑了起來。天真的小孩，真可愛。曾幾何時，我們也是這樣天真，呆呆地，對陌生人笑過。心里難免有點感歎。

嗯，要為逝去的天真干杯！要為得到的智慧而感恩！要為拒絕長大的人﹣﹣默哀。

今天工作還蠻忙碌的，所以有了點為社會供獻的感覺，才沒覺得自己白拿薪水。。嘻。。還蠻開心的。在開會時，還和那幫公司打工的年份和我年鈴一樣的阿伯打了點網球。。結果被他們說我越來越像我老板了 +_+ （是贊美嗎？要低調。。）在BSF，也學到了些道理，人生好充實啊！感謝主！

明天會更好！未來，因為是個未知數，所以才會有活下去的期盼和追求的動力。你，對你的未來有憧憬？^-^

大小事，一團糟

好想出去走走。好想去流浪流浪。

好無聊，每天上班都好無聊。每天裝忙更無聊。好想和老板說，不如我 WFH 好吧？那，我可以邊流浪，邊上班，搖搖恍恍，又是一天。

為什麼有些人每天都好像有好多事情煩著一樣？而我卻好像。。無聊無聊嘀。。。

好想去湖或海邊坐著發呆。就沉默地坐著。嗯，妳什麼時候再回來陪我做這些傻事呢？噢，忘了妳快要嫁人了，不再是我們的世界了。

最近開車都很愛把窗打開，享受著風把我那半長短的頭髮吹亂的感覺，很希望它也能把我腦里的一些事吹掉，抹去，一干二淨。

長髮飄飄，短髮俏俏，半長短呢？半天吊。

戀上了阿桑的葉子。

難得糊塗

突然記起曾經會取個 “Hehehaha”這種代號的我，嗯。。去哪兒了？

職場如戰場，要學會笑看風雲。

記得小的時候，曾經看過這﹣“難得糊塗”的聯。當時不太明白為何人會那麼笨，要糊塗呢？現在漸漸明白了。有時候吶，把事情看得太明白，就會很容易不開心，也會不小心變得太執著，那，又何必呢？盡力就好。是消極的態度嗎？也許，不過，開心就好！

“聰明難，糊塗難，由聰明而轉入糊塗更難。放一著，退一步，當下心安，非圖後來福報也。” ﹣﹣鄭板橋。

有時我會想，上一代的人，看著我們這一代的人為些事情煩惱，他們是否在暗中搖頭嘆气呢？

愿，心安。=)

Overflow - Cry On My Shoulder

My all time favorite song.

I felt pretty down today and was quite lost as to what to do. I was trying to think of any worship song that could help me feel better. Out of nowhere, this song pops into my head. I went on youtube (luckily my company hasn't blocked it yet) and searched for the song. I remembered that when the song first came out, you could rarely find it in youtube. Now, I found a few video clips for this song. I find that this one is one of the best.

Thanks to RT and Gmail, I found this song in my gmail that he had sent me almost 2 years ago. I played this song over and over again, although it makes my eyes wet a bit, but, I finally felt better. RT, can't believe a random song you sent me years ago made such an impact, huh?

This song had got me through many down times. I remembered playing them loudly in the lab while I was on my previous job. It gave me hope and healed me in some way and make me stronger. I guess it is the fact of knowing that He loves me. =)

I sure hope it could do the same to you...

May God bless you...

He's Just Not That Into You

Finally, the movie came out!

Finally, got someone and some time to go and watch it!

Although the movie is good, it is not as lesson learning as reading the book. The book is much better if you truly want to learn something. The movie is more "humane" so to speak. Yet, I do give credit to the script writer for being able to cramp all those point into the moive. It is a movie worth watching. =)

My 1st Easter Basket

My first Easter Basket, received on Monday 5a.m. KM surprised me by placing the basket in my car the night before. He went out the night before to buy me some medicine for my sore throat. I waited for a looong time and he hasn't returned. I started to worry as there are news about robbery in Houston and all those negative stuff. I gave him a call and he said he is on his way back. Didn't think much, of course, as I was so tired and ready to sleep.

The next morning, as I get into the car, Hehe...there is the Easter Basket I was jokingly asking him for while we were shopping for grocery the day before.

As you can see, half of the candy are gone. Here is part of the culprit:

My coworker. I took his picture while he was chewing the candy. Hehe...Everyone loves it since they are the Good chocolate --> Dove & Kisses

Unfortunately, with my sore throat, I can't really eat any. >_<

I took out the bunny after I took the picture yesterday. I don't think I would be happy if the 2nd surprise accidentally walks away with someone. =)

While driving back, I looked down at my gas tank...It's full. Thanks, my dear...for everything. =)

LoVe

Someone once told me, "You have to love the person he/she wanted to be loved, not the way you wanted to love them." I pondered on that thought and never seemed to understand it till now.

Should we try to love another person the way he/she wanted to be loved? Or love the person however way we wanted to and thinking that they should understand?

It probably would be quite lonely and insecure to be in a relationship where the person loves you the way he/she wanted to and expects you to understand. All the guessing and trying to convince yourself will eventually exhaust everyone involved.

How have you been loving your love one? The way he/she wanted it? Or the way you wanted it? Have you been listening to his/her requests? Or you chose to ignore them?

Although I understand it now, actually capable of doing it is another thing.

Listen with your heart.

閉上眼，往前走

總是要等到失去以後，才懂得珍惜。
總是要等到失去以後，才了解當初的猶豫是因為不懂得知足。
總是要等到失去以後，才知道沒有他的生活你能過得更好。
總是要等到失去以後，才明白，一個人更快樂。

該放手的就要捨得放手。世界這麼大，必然有你我容身之處。人生路還那麼漫長，沒有誰少了誰就不能活的事。閉上眼，往前走，前方還有很多美麗的風景等著你。。

Why do I have Deja Vu? Oh, that's because I was there.

生日快樂，老巫公

最近，好忙。呵呵呵。。又搬家了，又再是要放棄一些東西的時候了。

已經一年了。嗯，還不錯。發展的机會很高，要好好加油。

老巫公，生日快樂啦。特意在你生日百忙中抽空給你聲祝賀，還沒把你遺忘。希望你呀，快點找到對像唷！老先生。不要忘了我們的約定唷！嘿嘿。。

夜。思。

夜深了，人靜了，你睡了，夜貓子，還在活動著。

只想寫寫東西。發生了好多事，卻好像什麼事都沒怎麼發生過。太忙了，所以沒有時間慢慢去在每件事上花上太多心思。有好，也有壞吧？

最大的幾件事，該是：阿母，跌傷了腳；他腎結石進了急診室，不過已經康復了；Nancy 現在還在醫院；Mark 的心臟手術成功。

小小瑣瑣碎碎的，比如：經理被炒；我搬家；開始了兩個跳舞班；答應了當人伴娘；看了 Chris Tomlin 的演唱會；開始學習教導主日學班；收到了一個 Zojirushi 的飯鍋，等等。。好多好多。

健康，很重要。其他的，都是次要。感謝身邊弟兄姐妹的幫助與關愛，感謝，您。

Just Believe

Happened to re-watch A Beautiful Mind with friends last night. Something struck me. It was a smart answer but it was kinda true...

"I need some kind of proof, some kind of verifiable, empirical data" - John
"Okay...Well.. How big is the universe?" - Alicia
"Infinite"
"How do you know?"
"I know because all the data indicates that --"
"But has it been proven yet?"
"... No"
"You haven't seen it?"
"No"
"How do you know for sure?"
"I don't. I just believe it"
"It's the same with love, I guess"

Having faith. Just believe. =)

Went to the CNY service earlier. The pastor said the same thing. Just believe. Just have faith. If believing in something makes you happy, giving you peace of mind, then Just Believe.

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Last year, this day, I was struggling about whether I am going to get this new job or if not, should I just leave the country or go back to school. In a year's time, everything turns out pretty great. I can't complain much. Although some unexpected things happened left and right, good or bad, it is all good now. We learn, we grow. Leaving the past in the past, and believe that tomorrow will always be better...明天會更好.

I am going back to the happy me and I am ready to soar!

On a side note, we also need to have faith in people. N is in the lowest point of her life right now and I offered to help her although she still owes me. It brightens her day by knowing the fact that I still have faith in her although she can't and hasn't pay me back. Money is important but knowing that it is not what one should value the most in his/her life is priceless.

Bed time...Night night...looking forward to more life lesson to come...

Happy Chinese New Year! May y'all have a prosperous and happy year! (Yeah, Texan...and I still do not like the accent)

Ugly Doll

Sasha Obama brings the Ugly Doll to the White House
Opppssss....I am in.

Lalala....

Haha...I got a newsletter today in my mail and....TA DA!!!! THE newsletter!!! The same newsletter I got when I was in Iowa but...much better!

Although there is some disappointment in this newsletter, i.e., I need a partner to take the Ballroom Dancing classes (as usual....Grrr....), other than that, it is all GOOODDD!! They even offer Fencing classes!! I remembered myself checking out fencing club on the internet not long after I moved here but was not able to find something that sounded reliable. Unfortunately, the fencing class is offered in some not-so-good neighborhood and...it is kinda pricey...so, I have to give it up. Oh well...

Anyhow, I signed myself up for 3 classes!! Hehe...All those classes that I have been wanting to take. I am looking forward to their summer classes since I will not have any BSF during summer and I can take those classes offered on Tuesday. I so wanted to take that 2 cake deco classes offered on Tuesday!! >_<

$175 - 3 different classes starting from Feb 18th till end of April. 2 days a week. Not so bad, eh?

I am looking forward to February!! =) Hopefully my boss wont make me travel more than what we had scheduled. I will not be happy to miss those classes...except, if I am going to learn more from the travel.

Dedicated to My Mum & Dad

Since I found out my mum is checking out my website, I might as well show her some pic via my website. Easier, isn't it? That way, she doesn't have to learn to use FB to see our pic...So, here you go, mum:

Family Reunion under the SA Christmas Tree

The one being bullied:
The one with iPhone:
The one with Gigantic Camera:The Pose:
The Old...Hehehe...
The young...
And the...WEIRD ONE!
The Childish Two:
The Murderer:
The trio...

新年快樂！

2009年，第一天上班。

好消息：
１。老板有在弄我的綠卡！自由就在不遠的前方。^-^
２。可以去拿公司以外的課程！Yippie!!
３。老板決定多訓練和教導我我一直想學的知識和技能。嘿。。希望我能有多點耐心吧！一舉兩得，學耐心和增加知識！要謙卑。

壞消息：
１。一屁股債，還好有未雨綢繆。
２。假期，原來是這麼算的啊？！少了兩天。:(
３。起薪，原來是這麼算的啊？！少了幾百塊。算了。。拿了綠卡，本小姐就自由了！=)

左搖搖，右擺擺。。啦啦啦。。人生多逍遙。突然哼起了“我被青春撞了一下腰”。可愛的2009年，我帶著一顆平常心來迎接你！放牛過來吧！本小姐還有好多大風大浪還沒走過的。。嘿嘿。

去年，好多好多朋友結婚了呢！Hmm。。恐怕十根手指都數不完。今年可能還會有更多吧！看著他們一副幸福的模樣，真為他們感到高興。祝你們白頭偕老，永結同心。我們都到了那個年齡了嗎？我好佩服他們的勇气。加油吧，朋友們！我會為你們打气的。問我急嗎？嘿。。一點都不。身邊單身的朋友太多了，我還年輕。=P

2009年，該有什麼計划呢？明天上班時可以好好想一想。

睡覺囉！