Just watch, my child, just watch

I told the Lord when I left my job back in February, "Lord, I don't really want a career right now, I am tired, can I take a break and just work as a barista for a while and You go and take care of the financial burden for us in a miraculous way?"

Due to my pessimistic attitude about going back to work/having a career, I did not put much effort into my job search. I sent out my résumé to 2 companies without putting any effort into following up with them and was being very picky about what job I wanted to apply to.

Eleven days later, He said, "Here you go, my answer to your request"

He gave me a job, a much easier and less stressful job that I like, with option for growth if I shall desire, and of course, a wonderful compensation. He answered our prayer in a miraculous and loving way and gave us more than what we have asked for.

Of course, whinny me started again, "Lord, I love my morning BSF, why did You give me a job that I cannot attend the morning BSF? I am gonna quit on You after this year cause I don't think I can do this anymore." Part of me was still lamenting over not being able to get my BSF notes in Chinese and unwilling to go back to night class if there is no incentive for it.

Once again, He said, "Here you go, my whinny child"

My BSF group leader called to introduce herself, she's about my age, from Taiwan and they have placed me in a hybrid group!! Ha!! God, You make me speechless. You know I have been worrying about finding a home church, meeting other sister in Christ in this town that I can trust and grow together, and You have just killed 2 birds with 1 stone.

Be careful what you wish for for He is good and faithful. :)

Philippians 4:19 And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.

Psalm 121:1-2  I lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the LORD, who made heaven and earth.